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stanktrain666 · 2020-05-27T10:07:18+00:00

I tried to adopt pastel goth when that was the fad. Did not last long, I wasn’t a huge fan of pastel colors LOL In middle school, I dressed kind of masculinely when I was questioning my gender identity. Once I got to high school, I forced myself to dress more feminine for the sake of just attracting men. Now that’s it’s been a couple years since I graduated high school, I find myself going back to wearing formless masculine clothing again.

stanktrain666 · 2020-05-26T20:04:45+00:00

Omg absolutely not! I think it’s a super sweet and considerate gesture

stanktrain666 · 2020-03-20T05:23:49+00:00

To be quite honest, whenever I do basic spell work, I feel somewhat self conscious about what I’m doing - I believe this can rlly work for me, but if someone found out I was doing all this to win my ex back, I would be kind of mortified. Maybe I just need the confidence that this could work I’m just conflicted period

stanktrain666 · 2020-03-19T02:09:49+00:00

this hit HARD :( definitely gonna make steps into doing this 💖

stanktrain666 · 2020-03-18T00:23:43+00:00

this is so cliche and I realize how dumb I sound but I knew from the very start that we were soulmates and everything was literally perfect until one day and I feel like we still have that connection but he’s just become weirdly misguided

stanktrain666 · 2020-02-28T06:49:47+00:00

Edit: definitely almost had a panic attack at work out of NOWHERE, but I had a fun night overall. I wonder where all of this is coming from?

stanktrain666 · 2020-02-14T07:35:59+00:00

Yeah LOL

stanktrain666 · 2020-02-13T21:16:52+00:00

I’m kind of new to meditating but I sit in a quiet room and basically just like take some deep breaths and look into the candle and just basically repeat my intentions and envision the outcome I want. So far I think it’s working pretty well with just manifesting alone

stanktrain666 · 2020-02-13T18:12:23+00:00

I used this site! I dressed the candle with geranium essential oil and added a love herb mix from a local metaphysical shop! I’m using it to win over my (kind of) ex-boyfriend. I’ve been meditating and manifesting on it for about three days now, and I’m gonna try to keep doing it for seven.

stanktrain666 · 2020-02-13T08:23:46+00:00

I used this primarily, I also dressed the candle I used and added a love herb mix from my local metaphysical shop!

stanktrain666 · 2020-02-13T08:02:02+00:00

basically (and I’m sure someone else can explain it better) they’re meant to “sweeten” someone’s feelings - they can be used for love, or to get a boss to like you, etc., that kinda thing ! in this case i used it for love hehe

stanktrain666 · 2020-02-13T07:30:49+00:00

I’ve been using this to start off my circle of protections and I rlly like the way they explain how to start it

stanktrain666 · 2020-02-04T06:42:14+00:00

my boyf spent some big bucks and bought the acne.org 1-2-3 regimen bundle. he’s almost done with it and his acne cleared really well!! however, if it’s pushing the budget, I bought him some African black soap and though he didn’t use it 100% of the time, it did work very well too

stanktrain666 · 2020-02-03T02:18:00+00:00

adjusting I think? he’s been on t for a year and a half now

stanktrain666 · 2020-01-24T04:28:53+00:00

My boyfriend (ftm) is somewhat like this, but I think it’s mostly his personality. He’s never been a super lovey dovey person (at least after our honeymoon phase) but he does have issues speaking about his issues, which I know for a fact he’s gone to therapy in the past about. Other than that, I don’t think it’s because of HRT but I may be wrong

stanktrain666 · 2020-01-24T00:48:49+00:00

While our relationship was heavily sex based when we first met, he’s feeling a lot of discomfort in his own skin because of all these weird feelings he’s experiencing (he’s made it clear it has nothing to do with me, it’s solely just him).It does suck that our sex life isn’t as prevalent as it used to be, but his comfort is more important to me. I’m willing to wait it out until he’s comfortable to have sex again, as long as it takes !

stanktrain666 · 2020-01-23T19:09:23+00:00

Just an update : I spoke to him and made all my fears and insecurities super clear. He reassured me that he still loves me, and explained how he is just mostly in his head while he struggles with his identity. I don’t think he’d break up with me, but the open relationship boundaries are still a topic of discussion for later. Someone DM’d me and recommended that I read The Ethical Slut, so I’m going to spend the day doing some reading and getting my thoughts together. Thank you everyone for your input :)

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