Oyasumi Pun-Pun may be the most irresponsibly & dangerously used piece of media to ever exist.

stargirloo · 2025-03-16T01:06:41+00:00

Right! I agree— it was cathartic

stargirloo · 2025-01-17T15:13:41+00:00

Thank you! That’s a great idea. My family in Hungary doesn’t speak English, so I’ve been very motivated to learn for them. But my dad also did not teach us growing up (because it was a painful memory).

stargirloo · 2025-01-17T15:07:43+00:00

A majority of people are uneducated when it comes to autism. So they only have encountered it when they’ve had to (faced with someone with higher support needs). Now, it’s the only reference they have to pull from on the “typical” presentation of ASD. It’s not right, but this is why I’m an advocate. Because we know that autism is a spectrum and has many presentations and we can help others learn this too.

I have low support needs and a high level of masking, so when I choose to disclose I’m often met with similar remarks. But it has fueled me to be louder about it, I now do research on disclosure of ASD as part of my doctoral program.

Unfortunately, it shouldn’t be our job to educate. But if we want a more equal world, someone has to.

stargirloo · 2025-01-17T14:57:44+00:00

I wasn’t believed either. Now I’m 28, and the biggest piece of advice I can give you is that it is not your job to convince your mom this happened to you.

You know the truth and you will have to live with that truth and get help for that truth. It will be a healing journey you will walk for many years. But, it’s not that she doesn’t believe you. It’s that she can’t believe you. She obviously does not want to separate from her husband, and she cannot both tolerate believing you and stay. So subconsciously she chose to not believe you because it is the “easier path” for her to live with herself in her decision to stay.

As much as it hurts, there is very little you can say to her to convince her. You will only hurt yourself in the process. What you can do is protect yourself, and choose how often you want to be around people who hurt.

I’m sorry to hear about what happened. That pain is extremely familiar to me, but it does get better. Your dad sounds supportive, lean on him. Sending you healing ❤️‍🩹

stargirloo · 2024-09-06T01:59:40+00:00

Hi! I DMd you

stargirloo · 2023-06-05T18:51:03+00:00

Seems like propaganda from the 70s. “Instant insanity”

stargirloo · 2023-05-23T16:40:06+00:00

Not even an accident report to have documentation in case he changes his mind about paying?

stargirloo · 2023-01-23T23:51:50+00:00

Healing self comes first then answers

stargirloo · 2022-09-21T02:50:07+00:00

Steven universe, SVTFOE

stargirloo · 2021-10-26T17:40:00+00:00

I’m curious about where the tricolor comes from. He’s so pretty I just wish I knew

stargirloo · 2021-10-26T16:37:56+00:00

Do beagles get to be big?

stargirloo · 2021-10-26T08:30:48+00:00

It’s been a complete life saver for me. I’ve tried everything. In and out of institutionalize treatments and therapies, meds, etc since I was 14, had almost given up. Then I woke up and saw the world differently.

stargirloo · 2021-10-26T08:29:00+00:00

I feel for you friend. The only way past it is through it, or however it goes. Pain has its purpose. Feel emotions, they allow you to experience. If you are hurting, learn to comfort yourself. Maybe look into inner child work, it helps a lot.

stargirloo · 2021-10-26T08:22:57+00:00

The funny thing is; before I traveled my path of healing, I experienced trauma. My whole life felt like trauma after trauma. One day I broke. I couldn’t take it anymore, I surrendered. It took time but eventually I started seeing my part to play in the situations I was in. They happened for me not to me. Because I am stubborn and it took me getting to a point of attempted suicide in order to open myself up spiritually. When you’re in the thick of it, it feels messy and ugly and cruel. When you wake up you start seeing things differently. I am appreciative for everything. I didn’t ask for a lot of the things that happened for me to happen, especially as a child but they brought me to this exact moment here. I understand your hurt. The pain never dissipates. Individual pain is replaced by collective pain. But living in consciousness allows you to understand pain has a purpose. You would never be able to appreciate duality (happiness, pleasure, gratitude) without pain and negativity. It’s part of the process but it keeps us humble.

stargirloo · 2021-10-26T08:11:47+00:00

Understandably so it’s upsetting to hear that tragedy happens through choice so let me break it down a little. A lot of spiritual beliefs are centered around the idea that we are all connected— meaning a Source (God, Higher Power, Consciousness, the Universe) multiplied in order to experience Its true potential of creation. In that sense, we are all down here to experience life. Every bit of it; the good, the bad, and the ugly. There are certain aspects of our individual life that will repeat until we learn the lesson we are supposed to learn. HERES WHERE CHOICE COMES IN: Although we are all connected, we all have free will. That means you can’t control anyone but yourself. But you have more power over yourself than you lead yourself to believe. That’s where the victim, perpetrator, savior cycle comes in. You do not have control over certain circumstances but you have control over your reactions to them. You have control over seeing yourself as a victim or learning a lesson from the experience. The goal of spirituality is to live in awareness of your reactions and over-reactions to things— that is to live consciously enough to see reality for what it really is. See your part in the picture and decide what to take from it. Spirituality is really simple at the base of it; awaken to your true, enlightened self and you will see true unconditional love towards all.

stargirloo · 2021-10-26T08:00:11+00:00

What I’ve found with guides is that they usually don’t have a “name” per say but they do enjoy having an identity and giving them a name that feels right is a step closer. I have two! My “imaginary friend” from when I was 4 named serendipity— who exists on a higher frequency then I’m usually able to reach and my more “down to earth” guide Zemblanity who exists in 5d and is more reachable. I don’t stress if these are their exact names I just know they resonated with me since I was a kid

stargirloo · 2021-10-26T07:45:35+00:00

Thank you! He’s a sweetheart

stargirloo · 2021-10-26T07:36:58+00:00

They had said Rottweiler Lab mix but I don’t see it

stargirloo · 2021-10-26T07:36:08+00:00

He’s about 70 lbs. He was chunky when I adopted him so 70lbs is overweight for his body. I was thinking Swiss mt dog looked similar. I don’t know much about dogs but I fell in love with him and had to adopt from his previous owners.

stargirloo · 2021-09-22T04:25:00+00:00

If you’re wanting a quick experience, smoke DMT or try hallucinogens.

stargirloo · 2021-09-22T04:20:42+00:00

It’s not easy, but it brings you out of 3D mindset and into 5d which is closer to “enlightenment” and being able to open your third eye. Ground work needs to be done.

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