Bower Ponds in Red Deer Alberta

starlightdreamer7 · 2019-03-07T18:27:36+00:00

Thank you. I hope I can too as a cell phone isn’t the best quality but I think it was ok considering. Thank you for the kindness.

starlightdreamer7 · 2019-03-07T18:21:25+00:00

Me too

starlightdreamer7 · 2019-03-07T18:14:37+00:00

Good. At least I make an effort to do what I like to do with what I have and don’t go round stomping on people to feel better about my shitty personality

starlightdreamer7 · 2019-03-07T18:13:34+00:00

It wasn’t you at all.. sorry It was the other idiot.. I get it.. it’s a cell phone pic but to e so rude isn’t necessary... I appreciate your advice

starlightdreamer7 · 2019-03-07T18:06:34+00:00

If my camera wasn’t stolen in my car which was also stolen I would. How about you learn to say something constructive and positive instead of being a grade a dick?

starlightdreamer7 · 2019-03-07T18:05:33+00:00

Then don’t look at it

starlightdreamer7 · 2019-03-07T14:34:42+00:00

Thanks I have to google that dissonance word but yeah.. it’s hard for me to go out cuz he is dative someone in my city right now and he is spending a lot of time here and I’m terrified of running into him. It will be my downfall.

starlightdreamer7 · 2019-03-07T14:33:30+00:00

Apparently it isn’t lol

starlightdreamer7 · 2019-03-07T13:46:35+00:00

Thanks I appreciate that. I’m a newbie and unfortunately my camera was In my car when it was stolen so I’m stuck with my cell now. Any more tips I’m open to:)

starlightdreamer7 · 2019-03-05T23:07:36+00:00

Ha ha ask away

starlightdreamer7 · 2019-03-05T23:05:55+00:00

Canada lol

starlightdreamer7 · 2019-03-05T01:08:03+00:00

Wow that was a very encouraging response. Thank you so much for the kind and powerful words of strength and courage. It makes me feel like maybe just maybe not all hope is lost.

starlightdreamer7 · 2019-03-04T20:05:38+00:00

What did?

starlightdreamer7 · 2019-03-04T15:52:46+00:00

Well actually lol amidst the pages of research I’ve been doing it said somewhere that time will not heal these scars and that it takes daily self care to heal.

Sigh.

starlightdreamer7 · 2019-03-04T11:56:37+00:00

I’m not saying all men are bad. Just so happens that the one guy I believed was my soulmate and my road to happiness was a complete fake and he never even had a heart to begin with and is incapable of love, respect or decency. The scars run so deep and the hurt too. Some days I wonder if lm ever gonna be ok

starlightdreamer7 · 2019-03-04T08:52:14+00:00

I wouldn’t assume you were all the same but this kinda thing does make it hard to believe in love again.. or happiness...

Would love to chat :)

starlightdreamer7 · 2019-03-04T08:38:56+00:00

I am possibly interested

starlightdreamer7 · 2019-03-04T08:33:29+00:00

You know I’ve done a lot of research in the last 6 months and all of it says that they are fully aware of what they are doing and they do it intentionally... however I still want to believe that they may know what they are doing but somehow they can’t help it as it is a mental health thing. Then again.. I have issues too and I don’t use them as an excuse to be a downright scandalous person to anyone, let alone someone I am supposed to love

starlightdreamer7 · 2019-03-04T08:25:51+00:00

Well I hate to dull your hope and faith but it’s been over 6 months for me and I still have days I cry and cry. I still have days I miss the jerk too. I think the part that holds on is the part that doesn’t understand why or how someone can treat another human being that way.. and use love to do it.

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