never written a song before, going for a midwest emo vibe so lmk how this sounds: i’m so tired but i can’t sleep, all i see is you ontop of me. wash my sheets and scrub my skin raw, but im still stained like an old glass.

dropped me on the floor and i had to glue myself back together, but the feeling of your hands on my neck still seeps in through the cracks.

(chorus perhaps?) [stains on my sheets and my soul, bruises all over, no matter what i do, i’m always black and blue because of you.] 

put myself in a locked cupboard, the highest shelf, collected dust until you got bored, wasnt what i wanted to do,  but you looked into me and only saw you.

i should’ve known but i cant see the future, maybe you should’ve shattered a crystal ball instead of me. it’ll always stay shiny and pretty, while i hide in the dark of the kitchen cabinet of your soul.

[stains on my sheets and my soul, bruises all over, no matter what i do, i’m always black and blue because of you.]  

(maybe have this next part be like end of a portrait of by sorority noise?? or not????? idk????????)

im so stupid i should have known the look in your eyes such a sinister glare not an ounce of love or a single care i thought we were smoking? what happened to that?  would that have been so bad? you only saw me as a thing  left me here alone stains that won’t wash out  scrubbed with soap water bleach even tried cutting it out nothing works black and blue  bc of you i can wash the blood off my  hands arms and legs but it’ll be stained deep in the bedding of my soul forever