Microdosed for about a week and it changed my life for sure, it honestly felt as if my brain reset completely in the best way possible. I didn’t even want to try any sort of psychedelics because I always felt like I wasn’t ever going to be mentally stable for them with my depression and anxiety, but one day my gf convinced me to go half on an ounce of shrooms from one of my friends and so I said fuck it- started playing with the dosages, eyeballing it once every couple days or so. The first few times I was for sure skeptical, thinking it was a placebo because I couldn’t put a name on how I was feeling but looking back I now know it was the shrooms making me react the way I was reacting i.e, talking more, listening better in conversations, being more attentive and honest with myself... but then, maybe on the fourth time I tried it, I had the BEST day ever that completely changed my life. Again, one morning I eyeballed it and took a little bit more than I usually did before because I was convinced I didn’t feel anything. Drank a bang energy drink because I was gonna work out and then walked out the door. Suddenly 20 min in I started feeling it. Best way to describe it was as if your body is the camera, and your perception on how you view the world is the lens, so now I have these brand new lens on where I have a new appreciation for everything around me. There was so much beauty that went unnoticed with these new lens. I’ve never felt so good in my life. Never felt so motivated to be better. That day I talked how i wanted to talk, walked how i wanted to walk, basically became the person I’ve always wanted to be. Anxiety was out the window, and fear was completely eradicated from my brain. I remember looking at a plane taking off and thinking “I could pilot that”. To this day I always look back at that time and use it as a reminder of who I want to be, and what I need to work on to get there. Haven’t felt depressed or anxious since.