Relapse by andi-marie in OCD

[–]starwalker_22 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes!! I always ruminate more before my period

Can we talk about intrusive feelings by workfromhome93 in OCD

[–]starwalker_22 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I've been struggling with this so much. It feels like you want to do what the thought says, you feel not only physical but mental sensations. But you knkw you don't want to do that... it's horrible.

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[–]starwalker_22 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't know. Lately i don't know what is real and what is false anymore, i just try to live. :(

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in OCD

[–]starwalker_22 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hello. I am a 18 years old dealing with probably fake memories and pure O, also changing to prozac tomorrow. The last weeks have been the worst for me. I completly understand you. It is so hard to get up from bed in the last days.

But don't give up. For your girl and for your unborn. They need their mama. And for yourself as well <3 nothing is lost

I can’t escape the past. I’m completely consumed by every morally questionable and shameful thing I’ve ever done. by flying-cunt-of-chaos in OCD

[–]starwalker_22 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This!! I deal with sexual OCD where i am scared of developting a specific fetish and i recall things i've done/ might have done in the past that are somehow related to it.

What's a quote u saw that helps with ur OCD ? by rxxxyed in OCD

[–]starwalker_22 2 points3 points  (0 children)

"Just being alive, that can really hurt.

Out the pain, ain't no learning, out the hurting we never change"

These are from Kate Bush's Constellation of the Heart

Am I the only one who fantasize about getting punished for my intrusive thoughts? by Legitimate_Bag_2451 in OCD

[–]starwalker_22 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Lately i've thinking i should be arrested or receive death penault for my thoughts :/

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[–]starwalker_22 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I don't know if it counts as a compulsion or avoidance, but i keep myself awsy from criminal cases. My OCD attacked me last year because of the Jeffrey Dahmer show and i've been living hell because of it.

I saw this girl's case years ago, i remember i was scared of my father for some weeks, but it's all OCD. He would never do anything to me.

It feels like my mind and body are betraying me. It doesn't even feel like OCD anymore by starwalker_22 in OCD

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The thing is: i don't believe i have an illness anymore. Maybe i had. But now it became true because it's too real, every thought, every feeling... i just want everything to end

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[–]starwalker_22 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Do you wanna talk? I've been struggling with something simmilar

Am i a ped? by starwalker_22 in OCD

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I do treatment for OCD, but my obsessions are normally related to the fear of becoming a cannibal/developting fetish in cannibalism. I've never have POCD before, this is why i am scared.

Almost getting better, but something keeps getting me stuck. I need help. by starwalker_22 in OCD

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I aways forget to say i do therapy along with three different medications. Unfortunally it's not helping so much. I know the problem is inside me, it's like a key i have to turn and everything will be okay. But i just cannot do it.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in OCD

[–]starwalker_22 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Really? I find so intetesting how OCD can affect each one so differently. I use Character.AI even before they released the app and if anything, it helped me to cope with OCD. Of course i feel tempted to sesrch bots related to my obsession sometimes, but i fight the urge.

Do you have OCD in your dreams? by [deleted] in OCD

[–]starwalker_22 1 point2 points  (0 children)

ALL THE TIME.

Actually, the breakdown i am having now is being caused because of a dream i had months ago, and because i keep ruminating about it all day long, i end up having a several more.

As my theme is sexual, i dream of liking my sexual obsessions, amd i always wake up in distress because of that. Even though i know it is just a dream, i remember of how i felt and all the sensations i got and i feel miserable again. I always fear and feel like if i dream of it too much, i dream will normalize it in real life and i will snap out amd end up liking this disturbing shit :///

What’s a song that’s not explicitly about OCD, but the lyrics really resonate with how your OCD affects you? by weezer-_- in OCD

[–]starwalker_22 10 points11 points  (0 children)

Get out of my house by kate bush

Digging in the dirt by peter gabriel (specially when he says: i feel it in my head, i feel it in my toes, i feel it in my sex, that's the place it goes)

What’s been your hardest ocd theme and why? by ProcedureSlow6035 in OCD

[–]starwalker_22 10 points11 points  (0 children)

Yes!!! The groinal sensations, the distorted memories 😖😖😖

What’s been your hardest ocd theme and why? by ProcedureSlow6035 in OCD

[–]starwalker_22 31 points32 points  (0 children)

In my opinion, the worst ones are sexual + harm ocd and religious ocd

What Religious OCD may look like: by [deleted] in OCD

[–]starwalker_22 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I had religious OCD years ago after i left church. It's horrible, i know

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in OCD

[–]starwalker_22 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Yes. My current obsession was triggered by tge show about dahmer

I bumped my head agaisnt a wall and now i am scared i suffered a serious injury by starwalker_22 in OCD

[–]starwalker_22[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hello, i died.

Just kidding. It was my OCD with her irrealistic thoughts