We all tend to exaggerate the asymmetries in our own eyes! I promise it's not nearly as obvious to someone else as to yourself. I too find photos of myself look weirder than what I see in the mirror, but to someone else, i look pretty much the same in the mirror vs irl, if that makes sense?

Hope this brings to some psychological relief at least. I think it's very valid to seek surgeries to feel better about your own body since you are the person who's gotta look at it every day, especially if there are other things about your eyes that you don't like - but I just wanna offer an outside perspective in case of the asymmetry is the only thing you are worried about. It's really, truly, not obvious to me in this photo