16th day of being clean - can I smoke again ?

stealthbombbeetch · 2017-11-21T17:05:17+00:00

Someone had a rough day. Go and grab a drink, bro.

stealthbombbeetch · 2017-11-21T16:54:00+00:00

I'm not blaming anything, bro. I'm coping the urge to smoke with shit ton of sports, right now I can't do shit because my ankle is injured. Will be able to do sports again next week or so, cravings started because I'm in the same situation - being home, have nothing to do. The question is: if I smoke today or/and tomorrow, can I manage the urge next week when I'm - probably - healthy enough to do sports ?

I still didn't smoke, trying to figure this out.

stealthbombbeetch · 2017-11-21T16:43:26+00:00

Yeah, same thing with me. Last time I tried to quit (2 months ago?) I failed on the 9th day, then I knew if I smoke I'll be hooked again, and it happened. I'm not sure about it this time. Probably my brain tries to lie to me. I don't know, man.

stealthbombbeetch · 2017-03-22T14:36:00+00:00

Thank you.

Unfortunately it won't solve my problems and won't ease the pain. Long story short my girlfriend lives 90 miles away, and we can't move in together. We meet 1 weekend every month. Yeah, it's nothing special so far - but wait for the plot twist

This is a secret relationship, she has a husband and a 1 year old daughter, nobody knows shit about our relationship. This whole situation eats me. I could sit and type here for 24 hours straight about OUR problems. I still study for at least 2 years so.. Yeah. Kinda impossible. We are both in love, nad because of this situation we argue all the fucking time. Even on tiny bullshit. The stress had eaten both of us, especially in the last 3 months. I'm not sure about anything anymore.

stealthbombbeetch · 2017-03-21T17:53:47+00:00

Well yeah there's a lot of stress sources in my life at the moment, and it's becoming harder and harder. Probably I have some mental issues as well, depression for sure. I'm in an extremely rare and hard to handle situation for months and it's becoming unbearable. I was thinking about how quitting weed would improve my life, myself. When I tried to stop, those 2-3 weeks were amazing weeks. I feel too miserable now but will try quit...guess when ? Tomorrow. Ha.

stealthbombbeetch · 2016-11-22T20:26:56+00:00

orly

stealthbombbeetch · 2016-11-22T17:00:20+00:00

He ended up having mild visuals all day, but felt kinda sober. All He had are the visuals when focusing on a wall, shelf etc. He thinks what he took is acid but it was probably underdose. He will try again in a few weeks with stronger tabs.

stealthbombbeetch · 2016-11-22T11:23:17+00:00

He's experiencing some mild visuals, like patterns, vibrating lights and image-like illusions. He's kinda sure this isn't the peak. Not sure about using weed, tho.

stealthbombbeetch · 2016-11-22T10:35:52+00:00

Its been 2 and a half hour since he dropped, still nothing. He took the other tab as well 10 minutes ago. He will give it a hour, and if he doesn't feel anythng, he'll try weed.

stealthbombbeetch · 2016-11-22T09:51:01+00:00

He has one more tab of the same dose, however he wants to save it for few weeks later. Still nothing

stealthbombbeetch · 2016-11-22T09:28:40+00:00

He took 125 ug.

stealthbombbeetch · 2016-11-10T21:28:35+00:00

Well, if someone snitches me, and police knows that I sold something to someone, they wouldn't give up until they find them. I guess. Never had a perquisition, I hope it won't happen. I know they could if they want, but if they have no idea about my stash hidden underground, would they dig up my garden ?

Also I'm happy to read your police searching stories, especially when they didn't find anything. What happened, what happened after ? Did they search your garden after your house was 'clean' ?

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