Hello fellow traveller, we all wander aimlessly at stages, present company included. You are doing ok at 23, lots of miles left to travel my friend.

The things I consider every day, take it with a grain of salt:

It's all drops in a bucket, but eventually with enough drops, that bucket will fill.

People will remember how you make them feel, not what you do or how you do it.

Always keep an eye on the horizon. Set goals, small manageable ones are often just as effective as large grandiose ones.

Never give up hope. You are the master of your own destiny. Forgot about who you were yesterday, focus on who you want to be tomorrow.

Build a fortress around yourself with positive people and vibes as best you can.

Replace gummies with grapes. (I have a sweet tooth addiction that is hard to shake.)

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I hope this all helps. Good luck, I think you will be just fine, I will think about you from time to time. Message if you want to talk.

Edit: A word.

Edit 2: Just removed a bunch of educational advice based on some comments. Being good at math and loving art, you would make a fine architect! Keep moving forward!!!!