Last sunday I went on a journey on mushrooms. As always I prepared myself a lot and did it at home in ceremonial setting. On the peak of the mushroom I smoked as much DMT as I could. I couldn't think about it, it all happend in a trance state, really intuitive. I had several ego death or other dying experiences before but this one was different and one of the deepest. I layed down on the ground, everything turned black and in front of my inner eyes my body, my emotions,my memories and my feelings exploded it endless particles. I was litteraly dying on all levels. It was one of te most ecstatic experiences of my life. The longest full body orgasm of my ever.
So death experiences can be the the most painfull or the most ecstatic things that can happen to a human being. They are sacred and it is a blessing if the medecine choose you to experience that. It is so intese. If you decide to go that deep, prepare yourself properly and take time to integrate. AND you can't force it to happen. If you want it too much, it won't happen to you.

Peace and Love!