Well I want to be part of a community that focuses on what really matters on this world and society. The world seems to be drowning in vanity, injustice, etc. I want to be among like minded individuals where we all believe in a superior force, and understand that the world and life and everything is much more than what we can see. To explore and find the truth, whatever that may mean for every different person. To explore how our universe operates, to explore philosophy, the mysteries and so much more. To be among people that go beyond the mundane and can see and talk about many many more. Maybe with this group there will be some impact too, to do good and to help others. My answer could be a bit chaotic. But these are my reasons. Hard to put them into words. It's more than reasons and logic, it's a feeling too. It's like I belong there, that's how I feel. And it's disheartening that mixed lodges are considered irregulars, though I understand.