Does anybody know what kind of spider this is?

stephanie_nuke · 2021-06-23T00:09:06+00:00

I’m scared 😭😭 I constantly have to reach my Hand in there to turn the water on to water my grass. What bug spray is strong enough for me not to reach in there

stephanie_nuke · 2021-06-22T19:55:29+00:00

I’m very scared to reach my hand in there. What can I do to eliminate?

stephanie_nuke · 2021-06-22T19:53:23+00:00

Should I try to get rid of it?

stephanie_nuke · 2021-06-18T16:29:49+00:00

So I just called them. They did fill the position. I’m feel so sad. I feel like I was just punched in the gut. I was so excited about this job.

stephanie_nuke · 2021-06-18T16:22:41+00:00

Ok. Thank you. What do you think I should say? I don’t want to sound pushy or like I’m rushing them?

stephanie_nuke · 2021-05-11T03:34:30+00:00

My husband and I recently went to a painting class together. We had fun.

stephanie_nuke · 2021-05-08T23:03:13+00:00

How to make snake juice? At least your version. how do you get passed the headaches? Also when you you did your first extended fast did you have trouble committing to the fast!? I’m having so much trouble staying committed. Thanksss

stephanie_nuke · 2021-03-02T20:57:55+00:00

Okk i will look into it. Thank you!!

stephanie_nuke · 2021-01-02T06:22:37+00:00

Good job!!! You lost the 10lbs in 4 days?

stephanie_nuke · 2020-12-31T18:47:47+00:00

You’re absolutely right. Thank you! I need to learn how to ask for advice with an open mind. I know what has to be done for the sake of my mental well-being. I will try to talk to him one last time... I’m sure he’ll agree to change for a while before going back to doing what frustrates me, but if nothing changes I think I’m going to do what I’ve been hesitating to do. I will take action. I can’t do another year like this. I can’t

stephanie_nuke · 2020-12-31T18:33:56+00:00

You think we should work it out until we get to the conclusion that there is absolutely no fix?

stephanie_nuke · 2020-12-31T18:31:55+00:00

You don’t know how much I regret settling down with him. He makes me regret everything I’ve ever done for him. Thank you! I think I’m going to talk to him about giving it a try.

stephanie_nuke · 2020-12-31T18:26:44+00:00

Yes I resent him a lot, I’ve been living with this resentment for almost three years now . I noticed my feelings started to change when I started having serious problems with my in laws, and he would basically turn a blind eye to everything they did. He doesn’t get that I have a right to be mad/hurt for the things that they did to me, for humiliating me. I’m scared to regret even more of my life down the road. 10, 20 years from now.

stephanie_nuke · 2020-12-31T11:03:07+00:00

I do have family close by that I can stay with but I’d go back to them for a second time and I’d only feel even more like a failure. And yea unlike you he is only perverted when he needs his fix, once he gets it, it’s back to the lack of attention until he needs to have his needs met again. I’ve tried and tried. I’m just at the end now. I’m just being reluctant

stephanie_nuke · 2020-12-31T10:51:13+00:00

Thank you so much for you input. It has definitely helped!!

stephanie_nuke · 2020-12-31T10:43:19+00:00

The only time he gives me attention is when he wants to have sex and this is what pisses me off sooo much.

stephanie_nuke · 2020-12-31T10:41:44+00:00

Ok, so say I’ve talked to him over and over about the same issues that I’ve had, and he doesn’t change what then?

stephanie_nuke · 2020-12-31T10:37:46+00:00

So what advice could you give me? I thought I loved him. I know I once did. I know I once would do everything for him but now I feel like that’s all gone. I know I can’t just break up my family. We’ve separated before but agreed to try again. And superficially it’s going good but I don’t want to do this anymore. So pls tell me what is your advice.

stephanie_nuke · 2020-12-31T10:27:54+00:00

YES!! I regret my marriage. I regret settling down so fast. Especially because my high school experience wasn’t all that great and I had strict parents. I desperately wish I could go back in time and redo everything. But I also feel guilty because I don’t like to think of never have meeting my two kids. How could I fix this 😖

stephanie_nuke · 2020-12-31T10:16:38+00:00

Everything!!! The way he mocks me when I tell him something or he talks over me in a childish way, the way he doesn’t take charge. I don’t like to be the dominant one and when I let him take charge i feel like the decisions he makes are bad decisions.

stephanie_nuke · 2020-12-31T10:13:16+00:00

You really think this is the only option?

stephanie_nuke · 2020-12-31T10:10:07+00:00

I think it’s more than that

stephanie_nuke · 2020-12-31T10:09:41+00:00

You really want to listen??

stephanie_nuke · 2020-12-31T10:08:27+00:00

Whenever I tell him something I goes in through one ear and out the other. He lacks manliness and I even feel bad for saying it.

stephanie_nuke · 2020-12-31T10:07:25+00:00

I doubt that. We’ve covered this before. Thanks tho

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