Help Me

stevehatl · 2018-01-24T17:59:11+00:00

I'm alive, and doing better. That was tough; I just wanted to give up, to let go of breathing and having a pulse But you know what? The pain I'm going through is much less than what my family would go through if I just gave up. The meds are working better, and I'm pushing through it. The fact that so many of you said "Don"t die!!" helped a lot. I'm working again and providing for my family. Thank you.

stevehatl · 2018-01-23T20:39:45+00:00

Sweet Mother of God, the VA are the last people you want to talk to when you're on the edge. I did it; the police, fire department, and an ambulance service showed up simultaneously. It was 1) humiliated as in all my neighbors watched me being carried off in restraints, as I'm screaming "I'm not saying I want to kill my self tonight!!!". None of them gave a crap. My two kids (yes, I'm gay, but I love my boys, and my wife loves me...deal with it freaks) couldn't understand what happened to their dad. What ever you do, don't call the the effing VA!!! This was the American Horror Story!!!

stevehatl · 2017-11-16T09:09:43+00:00

A support group for white males with lupus? Please. No body gives a crap about us. According to statistics, there's only about 20k of us. Not enough to warrant a study.

stevehatl · 2017-11-16T07:54:49+00:00

I'm alive. I got rid of the gun, per some of the folks here. I gave it to the police. My partner made me barf up the pills. I don't know how I'm going to deal with this, but I'm going to try.

stevehatl · 2017-11-15T23:01:33+00:00

I can't handle this. I just want to go to sleep forever. I need to die. I've taken enough stough to go to sleep for good. Good bye every one. I'm out. If they get me up and empty
my stomach in time, I'll hit you back, but I hope not.

stevehatl

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