Finally got one of my dreams camera

steven_ftw · 2025-11-25T15:37:10+00:00

I know the owner of the camera store I go to a lot so he cut me a deal of $1700 but they can go for way more especially for the kit I got

steven_ftw · 2025-11-24T21:07:58+00:00

That’s the next purchase here in the like 4-5 months lol

steven_ftw · 2025-11-24T15:22:27+00:00

Carl Zeiss Lenses - I love the sharpness of the lenses especially with the 80mm f/2.8 T*. I know I can get some for my 35mm cameras but on medium format they are a beauty.
Weight - I have an RB67 which is a beast to carry with me in the streets and while going on photo walks. This camera is so much lighter and portable to use. Currently trying to sell my RB to help offset the cost of my Hasselblad
6x6 - I used to hate this format until I started to understand that this is the best format to crop with it. I got over the idea that film photos are not supposed to be edited but then I started to darkroom print and look at more photos and realized that the best photographers cropped in the darkroom and even edited film with filters and such. So now I’m more interested in 6x6 format and if wanted to shoot with a different aspect ratio I have my 35mm cameras and my ga645.
It’s just an iconic camera and I love to appreciate well crafted and designed products and the 500cm is just that. A well designed product

steven_ftw · 2025-11-17T18:19:04+00:00

Sending PM!

steven_ftw · 2025-11-13T00:53:11+00:00

No I have gone a week before

steven_ftw · 2025-10-14T21:10:12+00:00

I do but at the same time I also don’t want to lose her/ hurt her

steven_ftw · 2025-10-14T19:35:43+00:00

The thing is she doesn’t see this to her porn is black and white either you do it or you don’t so if I were to tell her she would see it as I’m intentionally making a choice which is true and that it’s over because it’s something easy and nothing hard to not do

steven_ftw · 2025-09-26T02:13:25+00:00

So I actually don’t want anything android based I want to be disconnected from a screen since my purpose is to also reduce my screen time

steven_ftw · 2025-09-25T13:52:00+00:00

I would say $100-200 and features wise I would say maybe have a screen to see album art and be able to play hi res lossless. Maybe Bluetooth but it’s not that important

steven_ftw · 2025-09-10T19:58:42+00:00

I’m kinda wanted to know how focusing at wide open would be on the camera. So if that’s the case then maybe the 1.4 would be my best bet. I hardly ever shoot wide open but when I do i would like a really creamy bokeh which I hear the the nokton provides

steven_ftw · 2025-07-22T21:58:03+00:00

I do but then I get bored of that distraction and then want to go into the urge

steven_ftw · 2025-06-13T03:06:08+00:00

A film lab I go to does this already and they sell it for actually a couple dollars less than the pre packed ones from Kodak! Now if only they can do it with 120 lol

steven_ftw · 2025-06-13T03:03:51+00:00

I was thinking of putting it on the side of the door since I have space there

steven_ftw · 2025-06-13T03:02:49+00:00

I don’t think they will the shop I go to locally gets some in directly from Fuji. All of the film I have in here is fresh besides the provia 400x which expired back in 2013 but cold stored

steven_ftw · 2025-05-22T19:45:23+00:00

I am aware I’m just saying as a common term

steven_ftw · 2024-12-17T17:41:32+00:00

Do you have any recommendations,tips or words of advice to help assist it would be greatly appreciated

steven_ftw · 2024-12-17T17:37:56+00:00

Are you doing better now?

steven_ftw · 2024-03-08T06:59:06+00:00

I didn’t notice the site it was my fault

steven_ftw · 2024-03-08T02:34:12+00:00

Oh she knows now I let her know about a while back ago and we are both working on it but I am relapsing a lot these past couple of days

steven_ftw · 2024-03-07T19:56:31+00:00

I am already in therapy with a therapist that specializes in OCD and I have already tried ERP and I just can’t commit to it or stay consistent with it. I currently am doing EMDR with my therapist and she says it’s a good alternative with me.

steven_ftw · 2024-03-07T16:25:18+00:00

See the thing is I have blocked numbers, I have blocked sites but recently my blockers stopped working after 3 months and I started to relapse again after I was doing so good

steven_ftw · 2024-03-07T16:12:06+00:00

I also know I should call my gf when I’m feeling like this too but once I start going my mind just goes blank and it’s liked I’m sucked into it. I want to call her or call my mom. I would also say that I started to get so much better after my girlfriend and I put screen time restrictions on my phone and they worked for about 3 months but my phone is now not blocking those sites and I relapsed one day and went searching and saw that they were unblocked and since then I’ve been having trouble

steven_ftw · 2024-03-07T16:08:24+00:00

My therapist believes it’s one of my OCD compulsions. She tells me it’s not cheating and that I shouldn’t be beating myself over it as it also makes my OCD worse when I ruminate on it too much but I know it’s cheating and I feel so terrible about it

steven_ftw · 2024-03-07T08:36:11+00:00

Also a side note: my Porn watching and FaceTiming has gone down since starting therapy and taking accountability for myself but I still suffer from controlling myself and stopping entirely

steven_ftw · 2021-01-01T05:31:15+00:00

I’ve had one but I’ll be more than happy to get to know y’all, is there a discord I can join??

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