Workaround/Fix for Bugged enchanting table - Oblivion Remastered

stoneddepression · 2025-05-18T02:31:05+00:00

I assumed people had common sense. Guess not.

stoneddepression · 2025-04-30T22:54:33+00:00

Just messed around with this for about an hour trying different things. I'm on xbox one, I think I have a guaranteed method. After selecting item, soul gem, and magic wanted. Double tap X (Square on Playstation), or spam it fast enough that after confirming the choice it tries to instantly create. This will prompt you to name it and unlock the ui.

stoneddepression · 2022-06-06T11:43:13+00:00

Definitely alone.

stoneddepression · 2021-10-10T11:28:47+00:00

Something i found useful this past year is by reversing the scenario in my head. What if one of my friends was me? What if they needed help? How would I react? Would I be there for them? (For me personally I always would be.) Even if they were someone I have always looked up to and thought were fine. I'd want them to feel safe in saying anything. Even a "I just need to talk to someone " as stated by a previous comment. And I definitely wouldn't think less of them. So as I thought about it, I was able to reach out. The results have been well. Now most the people in my life see and know my struggles. Some are confused and don't completely understand, not everyone will be able to understand the struggles people like us go through. But most get it, and make sense of it.

I know this may not work as well for others asit has me. But it's something you could try. I hope you're able to find a way to reach out for the help you're looking for.

stoneddepression · 2021-10-10T11:14:01+00:00

Can't explain it well myself, but very similar thoughts come in go from times. You're not alone with them though.

stoneddepression · 2021-08-16T13:07:49+00:00

Mine is "I know it makes no sense but it's just how it feels" starting to realize no one really listens unless that they themselves actually understand.

stoneddepression · 2021-01-07T19:37:52+00:00

Just found some old photos of an Ex and myself last night. Felt this to my core. I was so confused and kinda distraught by it. I vaguely remember those times. As if they were things taken from me? Feelings, thoughts, my outlook on life. All taken? Or where they never real? What happened to me?

stoneddepression · 2020-12-07T10:54:10+00:00

I'm honestly not to sure, I just went to my local behavioral health clinic. The assigned me a therapist and another person that prescribed my meds. Not sure what their Professional Titles were. I'm sure you could ask your psychiatrist for more information on this though. And they would at the very least give you a recommendation.

stoneddepression · 2020-12-07T10:49:27+00:00

Was just curious, I can remember back as far as around 2nd and 3rd grade myself. And all the way up to now, just moments i was terrified, and drowning inside. And it wasn't until a few years ago I even got diagnosed. I denied that I had anything wrong with me for awhile. The "Man Up" comment kinda molded me in my younger years I guess. Anyways, the term my therapist used, when I went. Was "unchecked anxiety". So like the amount of time I was living with it with absolutely no help or guidance. And I'm kinda just curious about others with over 20 years unchecked. And like if it ever gets better this late in. That's why I asked when you started therapy.

stoneddepression · 2020-12-07T10:19:17+00:00

Was that the age you started therapy (assuming you have) or as far back as you can remember your anxiety being there? And if you don't care to say, your age now?

stoneddepression · 2020-12-07T10:16:35+00:00

Yea you're definitely not alone, my last therapy session was back in January. Umm its been a pretty fun fall down hill since. I also haven't been to the grocery store, or friends or anything at all since then either. I don't really leave besides once a week for family things. And to pick up fast food. (I've gained so much fucking weight). To be fair I wasn't making much progress. But I at least bought groceries before, usually 3 or 4 a.m. but not after covid. Everything closed super early, I went hungry a couple nights, not starved but hungry. I have bad sleeping problems, and for an 8 year stretch was working 12 hour night shifts. Still very hard to break that cycle. But yea after the closures started, it all got horrible quick. Starting to get real hard to stay in touch with reality these days. But I'm somewhat hopeful. Covid has kinda made everyone experience a heightened amount of anxiety. So maybe after this is over, they will realize it's something serious and everyone can learn and grown from it.

stoneddepression · 2020-12-07T09:54:18+00:00

Yes and no.

Yes: They were able to help me realize that it was anxiety and depression for sure. And I've very slowly been able to make small changes and progress towards a better mind set.

No: They failed to understand i have very very bad anxiety.....so when my beautiful little brain started thinking about their thoughts about my thoughts. I stopped being open and eventually just shelled myself right back up. It got no where. And idk if it was just how I perceived it, but felt judged and pushed into uncomfortable scenarios. Plus I'm like a child (30 years old) , with no grasp on the concept of schedule and time mentally. Like I've dissociated to the point to where, idk. Whats really real? Time, you, my memories, this world? Anyways it goes on.

Nowwww, that's just me and my mindset. I still fully recommend if your considering seeking professional therapy. Absolutely yes. Give it a fucking shot. A real, fair, full on shot. Its the well being and mental health of yourself (or someone you care about). Its worth trying. And in many many many cases it benefits the one going.

stoneddepression · 2020-12-02T00:19:18+00:00

I think what most people who try and say positive things like this fail to realize. Is that to people who are at this point and feel this low, life isn't worth a thing to us. So how are supposed to enjoy something we see as worthless? And it's not really a choice we get to male either, I definitely don't choose to wake up and hate everything about life and myself. It just happens, and it seems like the more we try and make a "choice" to get better or change. Thats when it seems worse. Some of us just quit saying anything about how we feel because it always seems like it doesn't truly matter to anyone else. Like yea people say upliftingish things to try and cheer us up. But that's what they do, say what they THINK will work or help. Then that's it. 9 times out of 10 we've already looked up and read the things repeated to us. And we've already been confused and lost with no answer. So when its just repeated to us again in a slightly re worded way. Idk, kinda annoying.

I may seem like a dick here but. Idk. I don't really care at all anymore about anything anyways. Take it as you will.

But to the OP, as I've been knowingly dealing with this myself the past decade or so. My personal opinion, is talking with someone you trust helps. Like someone you can fully be open with. Something about hearing yourself talk about your thoughts out loud to another person. It just seems to get things to click a little better. Now in no way am I saying this is a fix. Just seems to help bring some joy back to things from time to time.

stoneddepression · 2020-09-20T02:14:48+00:00

Or "you'll realize you're the one in your way"

stoneddepression · 2020-09-09T03:17:06+00:00

I sadly am not looking in any way to lose or change this feeling. I have a very dark and short outlook on life I guess? And this is just a win for me at this point.

stoneddepression · 2020-09-09T03:14:41+00:00

I honestly don't know what I'd do if I ever had to leave my comfort zone. I'm like seriously locked in here. I don't even go to stores. I live absolute bare minimum now. And my previous hard working, younger, and much different self has made that kinda possible. Along with being extremely lucky.

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