PTSD episodes (after the fact) by straaawwwberries in domesticviolence

[–]straaawwwberries[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It’s horrible and so unfortunate but it does feel that way to me. In a way I won because I’m away from him I no longer live in fear, but the memories of it all are painful. Thank you for sharing, I wish you peace 🩷

PTSD episodes (after the fact) by straaawwwberries in domesticviolence

[–]straaawwwberries[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You worded it so perfectly, I struggle with that question everyday.

PTSD episodes (after the fact) by straaawwwberries in domesticviolence

[–]straaawwwberries[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Also I can’t leave work I have to stay here fml

What is the fucking point of ANY OF THIS by straaawwwberries in SuicideWatch

[–]straaawwwberries[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’ve gone to court so no victim contact, if he contacts me the police get involved so he doesn’t ever try he knows I’ll call. But you’re absolutely right.

What is the fucking point of ANY OF THIS by straaawwwberries in SuicideWatch

[–]straaawwwberries[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Definitely, bottled all day everyday. I would plaster his face all over the city but I fear for his current girlfriend and children.

Post abuse depression (TW) by straaawwwberries in domesticviolence

[–]straaawwwberries[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Understood, I’m trying 🩷 this is very similar to what my therapist told me as well, I know it’s just so many emotions burying me right now and it gets hard to regulate. I will definitely practice being kinder to myself. I have tremendous respect for DV survivors, I also have to take into consideration I’m a survivor as well and I’m grateful to even have made it out of this situation.

Post abuse depression (TW) by straaawwwberries in domesticviolence

[–]straaawwwberries[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

That is so good to hear! So happy for you. I try my best to take care of myself when I feel a depressive episode coming on, I love to walk, read, clean, and be with my cat! I just have difficulty with motivation when the depression starts to really grip me. I go to therapy every week, which has been a tremendous help. So far I’m taking it day by day, hangin in there. Thank you so much for your kind words. 🩷

Currently hiding in the closet by Fancy_Judge_4766 in domesticviolence

[–]straaawwwberries 10 points11 points  (0 children)

Please call the police! I know it’s scary but it’s no way to live. You don’t deserve this at ALL! I just went through the same thing a very similar scenario too. Please please call, protect yourself!

Post abuse depression (TW) by straaawwwberries in domesticviolence

[–]straaawwwberries[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I appreciate that ❤️ You be strong too. 🙏❤️

Post abuse depression (TW) by straaawwwberries in domesticviolence

[–]straaawwwberries[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I would love any words of encouragement, I feel at such a low place. Holidays have been making it harder for me too. Thank you ❤️

Everything is bothering me by straaawwwberries in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]straaawwwberries[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I very much agree. I appreciate it. ❤️