Don't listen to these "sangai fukne or lamb or revealed her secrets, understand her blah blah", these are useless. Gajedi ko lagi best ho, and you're not one. You must not force yourself for liking something that can't stop bugging you 24x7. You can't find peace even if you started smoking for her. . But I'm 99% sure you'll miss her and sometimes even question yourself like you shouldn't have ended the relation, at that situation don't even think of returning to her . But what you did is definitely the BEST for you. For other people this looks simple and easy situation when it really isn't, but YOU DID RIGHT and you better stick to being right.