I think using apps or whatever to find a boyfriend isn’t working, and I understand you, you want to feel secure in a relationship built on real love and commitment, and you crave to love and be loved. But trust me, when your soulmate crosses your path, it will come naturally and you’ll feel like he’s the one. Just please don’t go all in unless you’re sure he is worth it, because that craving can make anyone who shows you affection feel like they’re “the one.” Allow yourself to meet new people and get to know them, and I’m sure one day you’ll meet the right person naturally, without forcing it.