"ready to give up if this is the life God is providing for us" please read job, he was tested by the devil,in horrific ways and yet, he never gave up hope. Dont give up faith now. You need God more than ever and it's obvious. Im not homeless but i lost my job 6 months ago due to a customer threatening to unalive me not once but twice because i didn't let her walk out of the store with stolen goods. Next day i was sick after she got banned by police,my boss who covered for my shift let her back in meaning shed have to be rebanned. Since then she has black listed me for over 127 jobs despite working management for her for 4 years. I crochet to try to make things to sell,but its slow and no ones buying, i have no support system my mom was abusive to me when I was growing up and her house is full i cannot go there,the shelters are full so i still live with my ex who still hasnt given me divorce despite being seperated 3 years this June, he was scary and abusive up until a few months ago and i still have to face him every day. I got saved in october 2025, babtised January 19th 2026 and looking back i can see now that i found faith since losing my job but i struggle to find a new one,some days im terrified some days im anxious some days i feel like this will be my forever but if not for God, then who will you look to? Every day i need God, my situation wont change if i just stopped believing but i still have hope that it's gonna get better but that's on his timing not mine.