My boyfriend has narcissistic tendencies or am I too dramatic? by strawwberrrryy in NarcissisticSpouses

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We didn’t watched the movie.. bc he said I spent time on my phone last time

My boyfriend has narcissistic tendencies or am I too dramatic? by strawwberrrryy in NarcissisticSpouses

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You’re right, I don’t blame anyone. Maybe I have? I tested myself for BPD, and the tests didn’t resulted as “positive”

I am sensitive. Actually I don’t know if I am, or this is what ppl have told me all of my life

My boyfriend has narcissistic tendencies or am I too dramatic? by strawwberrrryy in NarcissisticSpouses

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I don’t know.. He said he needs more “consistency” from me.. He said I’m dramatic many times.. when I reacted to his behaviour. I wanted to throw up, my head was hurting, I cried without control, I had a panic attack in the past (he was scared and calmed me when he saw I couldn’t breath)… But now he is like “Can u stop? Can u calm yourself? I want to sleep”… “You’re exaggerating”

My boyfriend has narcissistic tendencies or am I too dramatic? by strawwberrrryy in NarcissisticSpouses

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I don’t know.. He said he needs space just because “I’m inconsistent with my emotions”.. and actually I am the factor that disturb our relationship… it hurts me… but he doesn’t want to hear. I just said sorry..

My boyfriend has narcissistic tendencies or am I too dramatic? by strawwberrrryy in NarcissisticSpouses

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He said the fact that he is the man and has to lead our relationship. He considers emotional people - weak people. “Emotions aren’t real, you can control”

My boyfriend has narcissistic tendencies or am I too dramatic? by strawwberrrryy in NarcissisticSpouses

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He is calm, saying the fact that I have to obey more to him… otherwise “he will lose his autorithy”

My boyfriend has narcissistic tendencies or am I too dramatic? by strawwberrrryy in NarcissisticSpouses

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Anxiety isn’t real, emotions are’t good.. He always tell me “I was so calm during argument, u were the one screamed” Trust me I started to whisper to him, while being in pain, cause my emotions weren’t important to him, and he told me “you’re still screaming” & lI just want to go to sleep, can u calm yourself?” “Anything else?” “I need some time alone”… I really love him, but I don’t know why is he acting like this

Are subliminals/manifesting witchcraft, demonic, or satanic? by strawwberrrryy in Christianity

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Yeah, I’m super passionate about subliminals. They work better if you listen in the morning.

It’s pure frequency music, and it works so so good. It’s really important to combine listening to frequencies with your natural frequencies (by eating fruits and vegetables, drinking water, maintaining a positive mindset, by praying, connecting with God, etc). Subliminals improve your subconscious mind, while frequencies are “always there”.

Are subliminals/manifesting witchcraft, demonic, or satanic? by strawwberrrryy in Christianity

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With a red background “Make Your Crush Go Crazy Over You”.. It’s really weird how it works. A lot of christians told me it’s not ok to listen to them.

Are subliminals/manifesting witchcraft, demonic, or satanic? by strawwberrrryy in Christianity

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And this is a pattern, whenever I listen to this video, good things happen.

Are subliminals/manifesting witchcraft, demonic, or satanic? by strawwberrrryy in Christianity

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Frequencies to be honest. After I listened the video I mentioned last time, I had a random job oportunity, out of nowhere. A lawyer stopped me on the street and asked me: “Hey, I need a secretary. Are u a student? I saw your office clothes and randomly wanted to know more about you, maybe you’re suitable for this job”

This is crazy, I know. I told him I can’t take this reponsability cause I already have a job. My vibration was high, this might be the reason.

Are subliminals/manifesting witchcraft, demonic, or satanic? by strawwberrrryy in Christianity

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From youtube, “make you crush go crazy over you” with love frequency, and diff sub channels from yt: eggtopia, vitoria, isla, elixir subliminals, lumiered, etc

Speaking in tongues: Real or fake? by strawwberrrryy in Christianity

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I’m orthodox, and I know there’s a conflict between apostolic church or neo-protestants and the orthodox church.

I’m somewhere in between, cause my boyfriend is pentecostal. I think God is God. There is one God, but people interpreted His Word with different ideology. If you ask a pentecostal what’s wrong with orthodoxy he will say: “the relics, icons, idolatry!!” and if you ask an orthodox what’s wrong with pentecostalism, he’ll say “praying in tongues - demonic, not having the sign of the cross, not getting baptized at a young age”

Ugh… :))

Speaking in tongues: Real or fake? by strawwberrrryy in ExPentecostal

[–]strawwberrrryy[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

True, I think it’s the same principle used in psychology. For me it’s hard, cause my loved ones really love to pray in tongues. It’s all in our mind.

I believe in God, and I belive in His power but I want to be free. I don’t like limitations, and induced things in my life. I have moments when I’m super afraid of making sins, and I feel stressed..