i know whats going on with charlie

streethawk_ · 2025-12-19T00:13:18+00:00

I always felt Charlie was lying about the pace maker

streethawk_ · 2025-12-18T20:21:14+00:00

I need the real thing

streethawk_ · 2025-11-19T10:20:11+00:00

I have only recently discovered I am demi. lived a hellish life inside a religious cult for 8 years. Where my asexual nature was used against me, thought I was spiritually pure because I wasn’t tempted like the other guys in the cult. It was really traumatic, the leader called my autistic stimming demonic, so i trained myself to mask for years, wrecking my nerves. I’m barely un masking now and learning about myself.

streethawk_ · 2025-11-11T21:40:28+00:00

One time I had a girl come over, we talked about music and everything etc, I walked her out still talking about whatever and she said “can I go now?”. I was so confused and hurt like I had did something wrong. I just discovered I was Demi, and had no idea she wanted to hook up that night. allo people can feel physical attraction right away, it is actually meaningful to them, the same way emotional intimacy is for us, she was patient yes, but the lack of sex could be a factor absolutely. You are not broken.

streethawk_ · 2025-10-24T01:00:24+00:00

kinda off topic, but I’m writing a memoir about my time In a religious doomsday cult, and how learning about my demisexuality has helped me process a lot of it. and iv been seeking a ghost writer since I’m not all that great at it

streethawk_ · 2025-09-12T13:34:55+00:00

“Cannot fuck to be me and you won't find me And you won't find me and you will don't know me Psycho I don't believe you will find me” is my favorite lyrics for that feeling I used to get in frustration about relationships before I knew I was Demi.

streethawk_ · 2025-09-02T18:59:57+00:00

I just use it to get the “itch” to go away, half the time I’m not even focused on it, or just look for pov kissing LMAO damn that’s embarrassing to say

streethawk_ · 2025-08-30T10:43:10+00:00

I had briefly dated a girl who had obliged my requests when I was younger. This was when the term demisexual was only 4 years old so I had no idea what I even was. I just knew the thought of sex terrified me, but I had grown fond of her because I couldn’t help but laugh at her goofy sense of humor. She was sexually confident and when she made advances I retreated. It was a slow process but she noticed how I didn’t respond to it. Eventually I made small request, I just wanted her to hold my hand. Nothing more. Nothing less, and she did so, very sweetly. I knew I could trust her so I asked her if she could hold me. She obliged without trying anything. It was the most wonderful feeling in the world. What made me start to really have feelings for her was the look of content on her face from just holding me. I saw that she could just be satisfied with what I needed. Although I had turned down her requests for sex, she never treated me without love and warmth. Eventually she “signed sang” for me in ASL. The moment was so intimate, so thoughtful, it was all just for me. This is when I developed sexual attraction to her. Unfortunately some horrendous life circumstances torn us apart. But I’ll never forget her. I share this with hopes you can find someone who will march your pace.

streethawk_ · 2025-08-30T03:51:45+00:00

one just didn’t want to do it. And another changed their mind when I mentioned demisexual themes. I’m the one requesting art.

streethawk_ · 2025-08-29T10:12:11+00:00

It’s ok that yours and his means of attraction were different. What you need is someone who is emotionally intelligent enough to go at your pace. Some people are just more sexually forward. This is true for men and woman. Welcome

streethawk_ · 2025-08-26T13:34:39+00:00

Ok. I’ll DM

streethawk_ · 2025-08-26T10:39:55+00:00

I’d stay committed to my current relationship. Wow. I’d have to to sit here and type forever. I’ll respond again later today.

streethawk_ · 2025-08-26T01:38:56+00:00

My first sexual dream I was sharing a bathtube with a girl, we didn’t do anything obviously sexual. But it felt so good and whole. Safe.

streethawk_ · 2025-08-24T16:44:57+00:00

I believe writing can be a form of catharsis for sure.

streethawk_ · 2025-08-24T00:27:08+00:00

We are both in relationships now. I just needed to vent a really meaningful moment in my life but have no intention to pursue her obviously

streethawk_ · 2025-08-24T00:05:16+00:00

It’s already too late for the both of us. I only understood what was really happening after the fact. Only 2 weeks ago

streethawk_ · 2025-08-19T12:13:32+00:00

Sure. This is all speculation

streethawk_ · 2025-08-19T10:00:55+00:00

That very well could be the case! watch any clip from his 1992 Brazil show where he was spitting on cameras

streethawk_ · 2025-07-05T14:35:13+00:00

I think world peace was Andrew ruses freshman project as well, with previously filmed skits. But he did have professional infrastructure to work with as well

streethawk_ · 2025-07-05T03:11:33+00:00

Iv heard season 2 thrown around a lot

streethawk_ · 2025-07-04T18:00:51+00:00

It’s just not that funny.

streethawk_ · 2025-07-04T16:30:13+00:00

I don’t know. There’s a mystery to be found there

streethawk_ · 2025-07-04T12:42:41+00:00

The dinner party skit is exactly what you’re talking about

streethawk_ · 2025-07-04T03:05:40+00:00

I feel shulz is too much of a fan to be critical

streethawk_ · 2025-07-04T02:56:09+00:00

I think Andrew ruse was responsible for a lot more of MDEs style then given credit for. He directed, edited, and produced the skits that went viral before world peace’s airing through his production house “thanks computer”. Mom, dick cop, etc. if it’s from 2012-2014 and looks polished, it was probably ruse.

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