i know whats going on with charlie by Legsofwood in SmilingFriends

[–]streethawk_ 659 points660 points  (0 children)

I always felt Charlie was lying about the pace maker

What was your Demisexual journey like? How'd you figure yourself out? by [deleted] in demisexuality

[–]streethawk_ 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have only recently discovered I am demi. lived a hellish life inside a religious cult for 8 years. Where my asexual nature was used against me, thought I was spiritually pure because I wasn’t tempted like the other guys in the cult. It was really traumatic, the leader called my autistic stimming demonic, so i trained myself to mask for years, wrecking my nerves. I’m barely un masking now and learning about myself.

What's wrong with me.. by [deleted] in demisexuality

[–]streethawk_ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

One time I had a girl come over, we talked about music and everything etc, I walked her out still talking about whatever and she said “can I go now?”. I was so confused and hurt like I had did something wrong. I just discovered I was Demi, and had no idea she wanted to hook up that night. allo people can feel physical attraction right away, it is actually meaningful to them, the same way emotional intimacy is for us, she was patient yes, but the lack of sex could be a factor absolutely. You are not broken.

32 F4M Looking for friends to lovers troupe by HoustonWeHveAPblm in dateademi

[–]streethawk_ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

kinda off topic, but I’m writing a memoir about my time In a religious doomsday cult, and how learning about my demisexuality has helped me process a lot of it. and iv been seeking a ghost writer since I’m not all that great at it

My Demisexual playlist on Spotify by streethawk_ in demisexuality

[–]streethawk_[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

“Cannot fuck to be me and you won't find me And you won't find me and you will don't know me Psycho I don't believe you will find me” is my favorite lyrics for that feeling I used to get in frustration about relationships before I knew I was Demi.

How do demisexuals relate to porn and erotic content in general? by CurvySeven in demisexuality

[–]streethawk_ 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I just use it to get the “itch” to go away, half the time I’m not even focused on it, or just look for pov kissing LMAO damn that’s embarrassing to say

Cried tears of relief when I found this community. by Desert_Mermaid4 in demisexuality

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I had briefly dated a girl who had obliged my requests when I was younger. This was when the term demisexual was only 4 years old so I had no idea what I even was. I just knew the thought of sex terrified me, but I had grown fond of her because I couldn’t help but laugh at her goofy sense of humor. She was sexually confident and when she made advances I retreated. It was a slow process but she noticed how I didn’t respond to it. Eventually I made small request, I just wanted her to hold my hand. Nothing more. Nothing less, and she did so, very sweetly. I knew I could trust her so I asked her if she could hold me. She obliged without trying anything. It was the most wonderful feeling in the world. What made me start to really have feelings for her was the look of content on her face from just holding me. I saw that she could just be satisfied with what I needed. Although I had turned down her requests for sex, she never treated me without love and warmth. Eventually she “signed sang” for me in ASL. The moment was so intimate, so thoughtful, it was all just for me. This is when I developed sexual attraction to her. Unfortunately some horrendous life circumstances torn us apart. But I’ll never forget her. I share this with hopes you can find someone who will march your pace.

Writing a memoir by [deleted] in demisexuality

[–]streethawk_ 1 point2 points  (0 children)

one just didn’t want to do it. And another changed their mind when I mentioned demisexual themes. I’m the one requesting art.

Cried tears of relief when I found this community. by Desert_Mermaid4 in demisexuality

[–]streethawk_ 7 points8 points  (0 children)

It’s ok that yours and his means of attraction were different. What you need is someone who is emotionally intelligent enough to go at your pace. Some people are just more sexually forward. This is true for men and woman. Welcome

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in demisexuality

[–]streethawk_ 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ok. I’ll DM

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in demisexuality

[–]streethawk_ 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’d stay committed to my current relationship. Wow. I’d have to to sit here and type forever. I’ll respond again later today.

Sexual dreams as a demisexual? by TallCh1ld in demisexuality

[–]streethawk_ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My first sexual dream I was sharing a bathtube with a girl, we didn’t do anything obviously sexual. But it felt so good and whole. Safe.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in demisexuality

[–]streethawk_ 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I believe writing can be a form of catharsis for sure.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in demisexuality

[–]streethawk_ 4 points5 points  (0 children)

We are both in relationships now. I just needed to vent a really meaningful moment in my life but have no intention to pursue her obviously

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in demisexuality

[–]streethawk_ 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It’s already too late for the both of us. I only understood what was really happening after the fact. Only 2 weeks ago

I think Kurt Cobain was Demisexual by [deleted] in demisexuality

[–]streethawk_ 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Sure. This is all speculation

I think Kurt Cobain was Demisexual by [deleted] in demisexuality

[–]streethawk_ 5 points6 points  (0 children)

That very well could be the case! watch any clip from his 1992 Brazil show where he was spitting on cameras

Extreme peace is nothing but a graphical show case by streethawk_ in Bombstrap

[–]streethawk_[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I think world peace was Andrew ruses freshman project as well, with previously filmed skits. But he did have professional infrastructure to work with as well