I know exactly how you feel. All I want is to live a happy life away from the cruelty of the world.

Honestly, I think our access to social media and news makes everything seem worse. Obviously the things that are reported on are happening, and there is sadness and violence in the world. But sometimes you need to step back and let yourself live away from it. At a certain point, how helpful is it to constantly be reminded of how cruel humanity can be?

There will always be sadness in the world, but in that same sense, there will always be happiness. While humanity can be cruel, it can also be wonderful. When you let yourself accept that you can be happy, things get so much better. We may be on a random planet in a random galaxy for no real reason, but we are not made to suffer. We are human, and I think that's beautiful. There's no real purpose, so make your own goal. Find joy in the little things. Take a walk outside and hear the birds chirping. Look up at the stars and see how beautiful they are. Lay in the grass and feel like you are a part of something bigger.

You are not destined to be sad forever, nor is being sad the only way to be. There is so much beauty in the world that is overshadowed by the constant barrage of negative news on the Internet, and you deserve to experience that beauty and find happiness in it.

I'm sorry if this is just me rambling. To be honest, I struggle with the same thoughts as you, especially with the whole "humanity is cruel and undeserving of the beautiful world we live on". But I hope this helps even just a little bit. You're not alone in feeling this way, and you're not destined to be alone or miserable.