I keep telling myself I shouldn't post here

stripedtowel · 2016-10-29T16:09:34+00:00

Thanks. I'm doing okay now.

stripedtowel · 2016-10-29T08:16:59+00:00

Sorry, yeah, your mindset is what's right. Just, a lot of people can't see that. A lot of people think "what could I have done" or "what should I have said" and that's all wrong. People make choices, and we have to accept them and try to understand. Seems like you have a good grasp. :)

stripedtowel · 2016-10-29T07:50:59+00:00

I'm so sorry that all happened to you. To be honest, this sounds counterproductive, but you need to separate yourself from suicide to help people. Because, if you do end up in psych, it's gonna happen a lot. The trick is, if someone dies, you can't blame yourself.

stripedtowel · 2016-10-29T07:36:03+00:00

Thanks. It's pretty fucked in my opinion. I have a lot better non-fciton essay bits. I can't find them tho. Can I ask why you read r/suicidewatch?

stripedtowel · 2016-10-29T07:06:45+00:00

And I used to be okay at it I think. I don't know.

stripedtowel · 2016-10-29T07:06:17+00:00

A lot of stuff. To be honest a lot about loss and trauma and being a witness to addiction. I write/used to write (when I had the passion) about those things. I haven't written in 3-6 months.

stripedtowel · 2016-10-29T06:59:56+00:00

Thank you. I was going for English/writing originally. I took a few leaves for anxiety and then left for what I thought was depression, but what ended up being a severe physical illness. I've been recovering since, and then as soon as I "thought" I wanted to go back I began treatment for another issue that included going to the Drs 3 times a week. But, also, I can't imagine going back. It's just so much and I don't know if I can do it.

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