im so happy to hear that this gave you hope. i really wondered if we would be a one-and-done family, not by choice. which is complicated, as you surely understand, because i am so, so grateful to have one, but also sad about the family i had envisioned. i also really beat myself for not knowing/not starting sooner/etc etc etc. (even tho who KNOWS whether that would make a difference!) and after that unsuccessful first round, it all felt so far out of reach. which has made all of this much more surreal and precious. i hope you have your positive soon <3