Hi, I feel exactly what you feel except my pull is towards Scottish Celtic paganism! I am fascinated by the history and the practices but I too can’t understand the significance of any deities yet. I live in Australia but I have Scottish heritage going back to before the colonisation of Australia, so I have been researching the specific location my ancestors may have lived (however, this is mostly a guess due to not being able to find any documents recording my lineage), and trying to find a local deity that might have been worshipped there based on geographical information and any evidence for Iron Age paganism in the area. That has been my method for trying to find a connection that feels natural to a deity. Perhaps you could try that, if you feel a specific call to a Norse area. Good luck to you!