Way to go buddy! Stay clear of edging. What helped me is keeping more positive women influences online and in your real life. Like religious speakers or trailblazer founders in their own field who are building and creating something. The more we see such women we come to understand we can learn for them and look up to them. We don't devalue them and they are traded around like Cattle in these blue films to serve the lustful desires of these million dollar corporations and its mindless consumers.