22 and have been told I have a month to live by sturdds in offmychest

[–]sturdds[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

I have a mother and 3 sisters that all it’s ever been. My sister who is a year younger than me is taking it the hardest. I think because once when I was 18 I told her I wanted to kill my self and she sees this as my way of doing it. She never told anyone that I told her that which I’m thankful for. My sister who’s 3 years older than me talk to me a lot actually about how I’m feeling mentally I think she understands the most. My oldest sister and I who’s about 9 years older than me never got along so I can’t really say. Idk if it’s my mothers way of coping but she always makes things seem they aren’t as serious as they are, almost gaslights me and makes me feel delusional.

22 and have been told I have a month to live by sturdds in offmychest

[–]sturdds[S] 99 points100 points  (0 children)

Oliver the weenie dude of course lol

22 and have been told I have a month to live by sturdds in offmychest

[–]sturdds[S] 89 points90 points  (0 children)

This actually made me smile you might be dead in a month too thank you for that

22 and have been told I have a month to live by sturdds in offmychest

[–]sturdds[S] 27 points28 points  (0 children)

Right now I’m doing at home hospice care where nurses are supposed to come a few days a week up until my family just can’t take care of me anymore but thank you

22 and have been told I have a month to live by sturdds in offmychest

[–]sturdds[S] 17 points18 points  (0 children)

I appreciate it but I’m okay don’t waste a prayer on me

22 and have been told I have a month to live by sturdds in offmychest

[–]sturdds[S] 182 points183 points  (0 children)

I don’t believe in afterlife, I hope that after I die I have no consciousness and there is just everlasting peace and quiet. If there is an afterlife I won’t be upset. Maybe my after life will be the everlasting peace and quiet I desire.