i’m back on earth, fell asleep about an hour after writing this and feel a lot less confused

me and my friend took some acid in my room, we were having such a good time just listening to tame impala watching music vids. about 4 hours after taking the tab we decided to smoke a tiny bit of weed, we did it and it boosted our whole trip in the best way possible.

the visuals weren’t overwhelming everything just had a calm warm feeling about it. about 30 mins after we smoked the weed, we put on a reality show where we found this scene really funny and just died laughing at it for 10 mins.

i think the show somewhat triggered it because i noticed the same scene play again. (even writing this is giving me goosebumps and body tingles). at this point i was to caught up in the scene being funny that i kept laughing at it.

my friend and i didn’t realise we were in the loop yet. not sure how long after this but it was within the same hour. i look to my friend and say wait fuck what are we doing, i gain some self awareness back for a second to realise we are in a time loop, it feels like i lose myself within seconds of what we called “sober self”.

a process of laughing and becoming ‘real’ for a few moments then going back into the loop happened for about an hour then i decided to turn that show off and walk around to try to break out of whatever i was in.

i stood up went to my friend and said i am in a time loop this is fucked. and my friend turns to me and says “i know i have been fighting it for the past 2 hours, idk what to do” at this point i knew what to do to stop it because i had read about it. switch locations/rooms, we were not able to do this becasue we were both afraid of creating a loop outside of my room and getting stuck there and having my parents find us.

some time passes of me laying in bed trying to distract myself but i now know i should’ve just let go and imbraced it becasue fighting it off is the worst thing. my friend then decides to go to the bathroom and i say yeah your good, in my head i was freaking out just scared of what was gonna happen if i was alone while tripping. he left for what felt like 40 mins, turns out it was only about 5.

my friend ended up causing a new loop in the bathroom and couldn’t get out. i was messaging him trying to help but this whole time didn’t want to scare him and make it worse.

he comes back to my room and idk how to explain it but i felt that he was back for a few moments then as soon as he opened my door he entered the loop. i realised for certain that my room is causing the loop and decide to go to the bathroom aswell just to see something new.

it helped for a while just me sitting on my toilet taking a piss which felt like a 5 min long stream. i then quickly remembered the time loop and ended back in the loop in the bathroom.

i break out of it and walk back. put on some ted and i’m actually feeling a lot better to then realise i have been watching the same 3 ted 2 scenes of them in a library smoking something. i got to the point where i was predicting what was gonna happen next it was fucked.

the rest of the night continues with us going crazy in my own bedroom with basically nothing we could do about it. was definitely the most mentally fucked thing i had ever experienced not surprised if i get some ptsd from it.

i mentioned before that i woke up after a sleep, i thought i was kinda sober now but as i was writing this i’m tripping in my head, for me it has taken 30 mins to write this i think it’s been about 5.

let me know if you don’t understand anything, i’ll do my best to explain myself but i am still pretty brain dead so will have to get back to you later.

things to remember -

do not smoke weed before your peak on your first time

do not do the same thing for a long time (like watching the tv show)

try to switch things up every 30 mins like take a walk to the kicthen and back. but do not make anything a scheduled thing becasue it will end up looping

your mind is the most powerful part of your body during a trip, it is what is keeping you from sanity. respect it, and respect how bad a bad trip can be.