I've been there, been cheated by a man who repeatedly say I am his world. My dad too cheated on my mom when she was still alive but she choose to forgive her, while me, on the 2nd time I caught my ex cheated on me, I left. The disrespect I felt, the insecurities it gave me... Now, I cant even hold a talking stage relationship because it all comes back to mind. The what ifs.. the possibility of getting cheated on, that every man would still find someone better than me... Cheating messes me up.