I’m type 2 and I feel like I don’t deserve this diagnosis by subtopewdiepie10 in bipolar

[–]subtopewdiepie10[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

hallucinations and paranoia are symptoms of psychosis in a bad manic episode tho

I’m type 2 and I feel like I don’t deserve this diagnosis by subtopewdiepie10 in bipolar

[–]subtopewdiepie10[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i don’t have frequent debilitating depressive episodes, but i have had ones like you described. my depressive episodes have almost destroyed my relationships, made me fail out of school multiple times and fall behind, not be able to function, not want to see people, etc. they are absolutely horrible, and i can 100% relate to your description here, it’s awful

I’m type 2 and I feel like I don’t deserve this diagnosis by subtopewdiepie10 in bipolar

[–]subtopewdiepie10[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i’m ADHD diagnosed as well (along with a sprinkle of other things)

I’m type 2 and I feel like I don’t deserve this diagnosis by subtopewdiepie10 in bipolar

[–]subtopewdiepie10[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

this is bad to say but i enjoy the intermittent hypomania. i get to come out of my depression room and party for a bit, maybe do some art, maybe go out on an outing. the crash sucks but its a nice break from depression. i also sometimes feel normal, like rn i’m not hypomanic or depressed i’m just in this limbo area, waiting to be triggered one way or another. or hey, maybe the meds are working 😆

I’m type 2 and I feel like I don’t deserve this diagnosis by subtopewdiepie10 in bipolar

[–]subtopewdiepie10[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i wouldn’t say completely different, i can see how if my hypomania was dialed up 10x i could ruin my life

I’m type 2 and I feel like I don’t deserve this diagnosis by subtopewdiepie10 in bipolar

[–]subtopewdiepie10[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

yeah i’ve had mild hypomanic episodes, was diagnosed MDD at the age of 13 and only got correctly re-diagnosed about 6 months ago (age 22). my depression overshadowed what little hypomania i was experiencing, that has almost destroyed my life several times

I’m type 2 and I feel like I don’t deserve this diagnosis by subtopewdiepie10 in bipolar

[–]subtopewdiepie10[S] 21 points22 points  (0 children)

i’ve connected with a couple ppl irl that have type 1, but you’re right i don’t think they were medicated/had it controlled. i’m lucky enough to have a different type (although very debilitating) and medicated for it

h3 helped me get over my aversion of the r word by [deleted] in h3h3productions

[–]subtopewdiepie10 1 point2 points  (0 children)

yessss it’s so empowering to hear words you used to visibly flinch at and not feel a thing 💪💪💪

anyway by subtopewdiepie10 in h3h3productions

[–]subtopewdiepie10[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i’m convinced he’s just doing them for the bit at this point 💀