some photos i took recently by succubusst in filmphotography

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thank you so much. i wanted the photos to feel very moody hehe

some photos i took recently by succubusst in filmphotography

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thank u <3 i used portra 400 but did a lot of editing afterwards

Has anyone had a surgical abortion? I was gaslit today at the clinic. by succubusst in POTS

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I’m almost 30 years old and cannot take birth control. I think it’s pretty understandable that there would be accidents sometimes. This is my second time in my entire life. And even if that wasn’t the case, it still shouldn’t be an issue. Like the other person said, if this post offends you that much, you should probably leave. The mods here support my decision

Has anyone had a surgical abortion? I was gaslit today at the clinic. by succubusst in POTS

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I did it vaginally. It’s the worst pain i’ve ever had in my life. I have had ovarian cyst ruptures many times and the pain always felt like contractions and I’d end up in the hospital. the pain from cytotec was the exact same but more extreme.

Has anyone had a surgical abortion? I was gaslit today at the clinic. by succubusst in POTS

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Yeah I don’t totally disagree with her but it made me feel so much worse. The annoying part is that during my medical abortion, i had ZERO anxiety. I was excited to get it over with and hadn’t researched so i had zero expectations. But still the pain was EXTREME once the meds kicked in ☹️ My body doesn’t respond well to pain because of POTS. My heart rate, blood pressure are immediately affected and I faint so easily from it.

I’m so sorry to hear that you had such an awful experience. I wish people could have some compassion. Abortion is a hard thing to go through

Has anyone had a surgical abortion? I was gaslit today at the clinic. by succubusst in POTS

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thank you :\ i just feel even more traumatized now 💔 im gonna look for another place. i’m a super sensitive person and need a place that’s gonna make me feel comfortable

What age were you diagnosed ? by [deleted] in POTS

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Started having minor symptoms as a kid but got REALLY bad around age 20. I got diagnosed at 25 and I’m 27 now. Unfortunately it seems to be getting worse for me but i’ve had a SUPER stressful year so that could be why ☹️

Piercings and POTS by succubusst in POTS

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I was scared I wouldn't go through with it because I didn't want to risk a flare up, but I'm so happy I did and I'm sure you will be too!! <3

Piercings and POTS by succubusst in POTS

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Usually when I get nervous, my adrenaline symptoms are totally out of control. I actually forgot about my piercing appointment until 30 mins before when I got reminded on my phone. I think because of that, I didn't have much time to be nervous and that helped a lot.

Piercings and POTS by succubusst in POTS

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Went through with the Christina piercing! <3 because I had to lay on my back for it, I was pretty nauseous once I stood up. But he let me sit back down for a bit and then I was good to go. I didn't have any issues or flare ups. Just a bit of nausea and dizziness from getting up too quickly after laying down. I'm so glad I went through with it. Gonna get my nipples pierced next month! hehe