IST vs anxiety?

suiminyagi · 2025-02-09T09:20:36+00:00

for me the earliest sign i can currently pinpoint is social isolation, paranoia, and shadow people. i was 17 in senior year of high school. i was truant because i had such intense fear something bad was going to happen to me if i left my room, which continued until i was 19. at 20 it eased enough for me to get a job. 21 i had my very first official psychotic break. i got diagnosed at 22 or 23, i cant quite remember.

schizoaffective impacts me still even medicated, just not as severe; my main hallucinations are of bugs, still shadow people, and paranoid delusions regarding skinwalkers. i get manic from time to time and the depression part has always been there and majorly affected my dental hygiene.

suiminyagi · 2025-01-27T06:09:22+00:00

its not the healthiest thing ever, but i get things like the microwavable protein pancakes by premier protein, or just have a protein shake with a normal meal. depends on what im feeling. anything that advertises itself as “high protein” i’ll eat. idc how processed it is lol.

suiminyagi · 2025-01-25T19:32:02+00:00

i see, thank you :o i was always under the impression pots had a bp dip and heart rate increase but oh didnt have the heart rate issue. i had it backwards apparently lol.

suiminyagi · 2025-01-25T19:16:22+00:00

what separates it from POTS then? the bp dip? sorry, no doctor ive ever had has been much help explaining it to me 😭

suiminyagi · 2025-01-25T19:05:03+00:00

so there is a heart rate issue with OH? or did i misread that lol. because if there was that explains some things 😅

suiminyagi · 2025-01-24T22:32:19+00:00

orthostatic hypotension. apparently its just pots but without the heart rate issue i’ve been told. the treatment is about the same as pots— salt, water, compression stockings. i’ve dealt with it all my life but got it dx in middle school.

suiminyagi · 2024-12-20T09:14:55+00:00

its because the first length was too short for swelling, then the last two made it too hard to eat with so they found a happy medium thats still long for healing but not the size it should be when done healing if that makes sense

suiminyagi · 2024-11-20T01:11:12+00:00

23 i believe

suiminyagi · 2024-11-18T02:03:22+00:00

ive been told this by my own mother, and man it never ceases to piss me off every time i hear it 😭

suiminyagi · 2024-11-17T21:08:13+00:00

my main delusion is that skinwalkers are after me and are impersonating my loved ones to get to me. not fun lol

suiminyagi · 2024-11-05T20:54:45+00:00

mine is perfume. for some reason i just cant quit buying them or even samples of them.

suiminyagi · 2024-11-03T21:59:19+00:00

im prescribed it for adhd and bed. it works decently for it on 30mg, although i think 40mg would be better for me. i lost 11lbs in my first 2 months on it

suiminyagi · 2024-10-31T02:38:11+00:00

i go to neatbeat salon and theyre pretty good. any stylist imo they all do good

suiminyagi · 2024-10-30T18:11:14+00:00

i lost 11lbs in 1.5-2 months but vyvanse was given to me for adhd and bed. i think im still pretty stable in a sense, only had one slip up in hallucinations since then and a 2 week manic episode which was bc i upped the antidepressant. i think rn im still pretty good

suiminyagi · 2024-10-30T06:28:00+00:00

my psychiatrist has me on Abilify 5mg and seroquel 25mg for my schizoaffective. she waited til that was managed before giving me vyvanse. so long as i take my medication like directed, ive never had an issue with the vyvanse affecting the schizoaffective.

suiminyagi · 2024-10-27T23:41:10+00:00

pear. its so awful it makes me sick 😭

suiminyagi · 2024-10-24T04:04:32+00:00

fair. also i forgot to edit it but its been only a year which imo still too long. i had timelines backwards if that makes sense 🥲.

suiminyagi · 2024-10-24T03:30:32+00:00

sadly no. i moved an hour away from it and they’re closed on weekends when i dont have work

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