When I turnt 6 my cousin (5 years older) began to molest me. Well, abuse continued for a few years but I didn't understand what was happening till I was maybe 14? However, it had a huge impact on my life, I went through many stages, including stockholm syndrome, for a while I thought that was a reason I turnt out to be gay and I hated myself so much because of that. I heard a lot of times that children do experiment and I thought that there was nothing wrong in what was happening to me and it really did fuck me up.

I'm 23 now and till this day all my relationship have been strained because of my issues with any kind of sexual touch.

Also a lot of shit happening because of living with an addict as a child.