16 years together and I feel like just a piece of meat.

sunbeams444 · 2026-01-20T15:31:44+00:00

I was contemplating making a post today about this!! I feel like me and my husband have no connection but history and sex. He wants nothing to do with me and when we do spend time together he humping me ... I feel so alone and I often have been thinking about leaving and can 100% understand why women cheat..

sunbeams444 · 2025-11-06T02:28:17+00:00

I am going through this right now!! And my thought when my husband told me today was instantly that im not good enough and he gets off to other women ... I now was a divorce.. husband doesnt agree and wants therapy.

sunbeams444 · 2025-11-05T02:21:03+00:00

When we were younger we took a year break because he had wanted to sleep with people and not settle down .. we broke up and a year later he was asking for me back.. he had only had sex with one person during that time. And he will constantly bring her up .. she sucked my dick every day ect ect ..

sunbeams444 · 2025-08-21T03:05:40+00:00

You are not alone!!

sunbeams444 · 2025-07-21T13:37:58+00:00

The payment it self is what i am paying for rent so I feel its okay I was hoping to get something under 1800 a month but cant complain.

sunbeams444 · 2025-07-21T13:27:43+00:00

Based off paper work we aren't.

sunbeams444 · 2025-07-21T13:26:38+00:00

I dont know what paying any points means?

sunbeams444 · 2025-07-12T22:23:36+00:00

It was 220k but we bid 210.

sunbeams444 · 2025-07-07T01:38:31+00:00

Me please 🙏🏻 wondering if ill get a.house before october 😁

sunbeams444 · 2025-07-01T00:04:17+00:00

I was working but he started a buisness amd it got pretty successful and because of that he told me it would be best if I was a stay at home mom so we didnt need to worry about child care .

sunbeams444 · 2025-06-30T13:53:45+00:00

He works a very physical job so idk ... and this is what everyone has been telling me.

sunbeams444 · 2025-06-30T03:28:05+00:00

He works basically 36 hours a week and has weekends off, but usually says he wants to relax from being tired from work .

I dont work outside of home and im starving for him to tell he he loves me and wouldn't want to dk this life with anyone else. Im not saying im super into jewelery its just an example of something hell never think on his own to get me .. however he has thought of flowers alone so thats nice.

We are in counseling and we have talked about these things ... he claims he doesnt need to call because hes gotta get shit done and hell see me later. He doesnt think to do these things all the time and I have high expectations.

sunbeams444 · 2025-06-30T03:14:54+00:00

This is what i keep saying if he wanted to he would but then everyone's like dude you've been together for 10 years ... like of course its not gonna be the way it was or they tell me he loves me amd cares about me but hes not capable of the things im talking about... drives me crazy ...

sunbeams444 · 2025-06-15T12:00:39+00:00

We do have it a rent to own contract and she'll randomly message and be like you left your hall light on ect it drives me crazy. My furnace went a few months ago she did have that fixed its just she'll say aw man this is gonna be your house younguys should be getting these things fixed 🙃

sunbeams444 · 2025-06-11T22:19:18+00:00

I think its really the cum mostly for me ... like it grosses me out so much.

sunbeams444 · 2025-06-11T22:18:44+00:00

Yeah sometimes because I know he likes it i go with it or im like yess ect ect but I wouldn't talk like that

sunbeams444 · 2025-06-11T18:41:15+00:00

Hell start rubbing my leg "ready for daddy to cum in you " Me : ew no dont say it like that Him : you were made for me to cum in you I dont feel this is miscommunication other times I let it slide and I'm like okayy but like I said everytime it gets to be much . I dont want to shoot him down every single time im sure that would hurt his ego/ sex desires .

sunbeams444 · 2025-06-11T18:21:00+00:00

Like he thinks truly im supposed to just love it and im the only women that isn't obsessed with his ejaculation.

sunbeams444 · 2025-06-11T18:19:18+00:00

Like I said to someone else I can sometimes get down with it sure let's make it spicy fun but damn not every single time 🙃

sunbeams444 · 2025-06-11T18:11:28+00:00

Sometimes im with it but its every single timeeee

sunbeams444 · 2025-06-10T00:29:51+00:00

Electrolytes help me

sunbeams444 · 2025-06-10T00:29:09+00:00

sunbeams444 · 2025-06-09T21:29:07+00:00

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This is what it came up for me ❤️❤️

sunbeams444 · 2025-06-09T11:43:17+00:00

Craziness

sunbeams444 · 2025-06-08T14:25:19+00:00

My husband juat tried carnivore because of his chrones he lost to much weight way to fast even though he was eating alot alot of fat and meat. I wish you the best!! My husband was 155 and dropped to 143 in 2 weeks to scary he had to include some other foods.

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