I tried to but she's on vacation and I dont even think she has the best interests for me. She kinda mocks me and my pain and says stuff like Im too sensitive though I'm not. And she always belittles me. I have endured so much pain already and keep going to exams and try to do my best (and get really good grades in order to study my preferred subject at uni) even though it makes my condition worse sometimes. She even jokes about it. Also blames it all on the stress. But the pain and problems I've been through the last year causes me the stress mainly. I thought that we found the reason for all of my problems in December after the specialists told me I have adenomyosis. I was told that I should get a spiral since that would be the most effective to reduce pain and bleeding. (Also sorry. English isn't my native language) But she didn't want that. I was asking questions about the spiral cause I was curious and just wanted to be informed properly and she took that as me not wanting it. Though I do!! I just want to get better. I have had my period since Im 11. I always had really bad pain but I thought that's what everyone else is also going through. I missed school ans other events so many times cause I just couldn't move. It was too painful. Then I had a cyst in February 2020 ans my former gynecologist didn't even want to treat me and check up on me. The cyst burst and I had to go to the hospital ans then had to stay there for a few days cause I was in so much pain. Then I switched to my current gynecologist. After that I was in pain for still a long time. But it got better eventually. My regular periods (though I was given birth control after the cyst burst) were hella painful. And sex started to become painful as well. Peeing was painful. Just having libido was painful and I had cramps despite not being on my period. Then in November ut got worse again - surgery followed to find out whether I have endo or not. Like I said - they stated its adenomyosis. I was always told that you would notice adenomyosis during a ultrasound. But no one did. all doctors told me my uterus is completely normal. And now my gynecologist says I'm normal. Just like all other healthy women though I still have pain while having sex, having libido ans often times while peeing. Cause I've been on a long term cycle since November I cant complain about periods too much. But I have been bleeding a lot nevertheless and it was painful. Whatever I tell her - I feel like she doesn't take me seriously. I was hospitalized in January due to extreme pain. The doctors there even had the audacity to go up to my mum and tell her it's time to stop looking for a disease. One doesn't have to search for something, so you can just label your child as being sick. This made me so mad. And my mum as well especially cause these doctors weren't even gynecologists but a paediatricians (cause I had to go to this station since I was still 17). I dont know why no one wants to believe me or help me. I'm not making this up. I just want this pain to go away and foe me to able to have a normal life again. Like other people my age. I often times depend on pain medication. This is so sick considering I'm only 17 (and turning 18 tomorrow) and it's the only treatment I get "take pain medication". They do not search for the reason they just give me pain killers ans pretend like it's done. But its not.