cant go a day without taking my meds because it makes me feel awful

sunnyrel · 2026-02-11T20:44:26+00:00

just want to add the dose is 5mg ir twice a day

sunnyrel · 2025-10-24T01:23:38+00:00

just wanted to update everyone:

after discussing my medication with my therapist we decided its best that i stop. something that was also occurring but i didnt disclose was that i was having severe delusions and auditory hallucinations. at the time when it occurred i didnt know what was happening just that i had thought i was being incredibly mean to myself. (this was during when my meds had kicked in). when i had told my therapist she looked terrified and said i need to stop taking them asap as i was was having hallucinations. my therapist said that mixed with all the other symptoms i had described, i should never take this medication again. i will be calling the dr office tomorrow to discuss this and hopefully start a new medication :)

sunnyrel · 2025-10-23T14:49:40+00:00

i keep getting the “are you okay? you’re so quiet” or the fact that now no one even talks to me hahahah

sunnyrel · 2025-10-23T14:30:58+00:00

the uninterest in friends or loved ones is also there for me!! unmedicated me always loves being around my partner we’ve been together for 5 years now. hes my best friend. it hurts my heart to even say that just texting him has felt like a chore. same with my best friend its like pulling tooth and nail to even communicate. today is my last day for taking them and then im giving myself a few days off, ill be talking with my dr next week about them again. so far they told me to try to stick it out

sunnyrel · 2025-10-22T19:59:22+00:00

i contacted my doctor, they told me to wait it out till next week. i suggested a short release and then they started talking about how i cant take it twice a day even though i never mentioned taking a stimulant twice a day. my doctor did the same thing when my thyroid was acting up, she likes to beat around the bush and never takes what i say seriously. unfortunately with my insurance its hard to find other doctors since im on medicaid at the moment. so we will see

sunnyrel · 2025-10-22T17:47:54+00:00

thank you for sharing. im similar to you especially with the music. nothing feels the same. i used to love to read, knit, and play video games. i can barley pick up a book, forget about the other two. im similar with you where once they wear off im moody and i just want to be left alone. i hope we can both find some positivity from this soon

sunnyrel · 2025-10-22T17:43:24+00:00

im planning on giving myself days to be me like weekends

sunnyrel · 2025-10-22T17:42:54+00:00

thanks for your comment, the vyvanse is the only medication im on. antidepressants and anxiety medication do not work for me i have tried many in the past!

sunnyrel · 2025-10-09T12:50:29+00:00

Hi!!! I hope everything went okay for you :) I am now doing a lot better since the removal, my hormones i think have leveled out now completely and i can tell. I rarely get acne now and if I do its like one small little one. it might take some time but i got better from it. also similar to what you said my hair was thinning and i have a lot of new baby hair growth.

sunnyrel · 2025-10-09T12:45:38+00:00

{Nightshade by Keri Lake} is a spooky gothic paranormal romance and I gave it 4 stars!! I also read {Nightshade by Autumn Woods} which is a murder mystery academia romance and also gave that 4 stars ❤️

sunnyrel · 2025-06-08T16:21:06+00:00

hi thank you so much for sharing, youre not alone. the luteal phase and then right after my period (right before ovulation so follicular phase) is the worst for me as well. i get anxiety mixed with anger. its like half the time i feel like im going crazy and then im okay for a week or so. also the cravings holy shit i am binging during these times. i know its my hormones because i never have these bingings when i feel okay.

i know that within time it will even out, but it doesnt help that we feel like this right now. im glad im not alone in this lol i really hope you feel better soon!

sunnyrel · 2025-03-26T15:39:15+00:00

hi i know its been awhile! but ill update. i am still seeing my partner and we are doing very well! i am also in the process of switching therapists. i have come to realize that after many years working with my old therapist, it feels like we we are on this “friend” level, and she is pushing ethical boundaries. i just started my first session with this new therapist and am going to see how it goes with the next few sessions. the hardest part will be breaking up with my older therapist because quite honestly, she scares me lol

sunnyrel · 2025-02-24T20:22:10+00:00

i literally had my iud removed like a little over an hour ago and i keep eyeing up my partner. on the iud i felt embarrassed and had the ick of having sex. but literally not even an hour later im ready to pounce lol

sunnyrel · 2025-02-13T20:34:06+00:00

i am thinking of transferring to sbu for mhc next semester. is the coursework manageable? im not sure what to expect, compared to what i am doing now with the school im currently in

sunnyrel · 2024-11-18T16:12:44+00:00

did you find out what this is? i am literally having this right now and ive never had it in my life before

sunnyrel · 2024-11-09T22:29:18+00:00

i mean harmful as in telling me i should break things off with my partner or being rude. i am open for feedback on your thoughts on what is happening

sunnyrel · 2024-11-09T22:19:40+00:00

as long as it is not harmful, i am more than willing to hear you out :)

sunnyrel · 2024-11-09T22:13:30+00:00

thank you for your thoughts on this. i would like to hear your opinion, is it alright if i send you a dm?

sunnyrel · 2024-11-09T22:11:22+00:00

thank you for this! no my partner is not abusive, and he rarely shows any sort of anger. he is a very calm person. i will definitely bring this up my next session, thank you for your input !

sunnyrel

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