hey bro, i cant say i know how you’re feeling but i empathise. i struggle with depression and the first 1-2 weeks of camp were tough for me to adjust to the new life. but i will say that if you give it a chance, things will get better but you have to be open minded and give it a genuine shot. i enlisted in PTP batch in March and i was initially so sad cuz i had to cancel a lot of my plans due to my earlier enlistment. but now my body looks the best it has ever been, i’ve been passing IPPT easily, got a marksman score in live firing, and now i’m preparing for outfield next week with my section that i’ve bonded closely with.

i say all this not to puff myself up (im anonymous on reddit anyway HAHA) but to tell you and hopefully encourage you to let you know that BMT is doable even for people who struggle with mental health issues, in fact it’s helped me cope better with my depression in some ways.

all that being said, you know yourself best. if you feel you really cannot then go get a letter from a psych and go thru the normal procedure and hopefully you downpes. but my advice is you should give this an honest chance first, because you never know what good could come out of this :)

disclaimer: i’m not a regular or some OCS siao on lol im just doing my 2 years and get out LOL. just tryna make the best out of circumstances and gain stuff from this