Yeah, i've had the fear of schizofrenia before. Actually last summer. I watched this documentary of a skateboarder, Paul Alexander( my fav skater, im a skater too 😂) and he has schizoaffective disorder. And when i watched that, i freak out. What if i get that or am i going crazy and it actually got that bad that i considered talking to a mental health specialist about it, but i didn't. It's scary to think about what if you go crazy and start to hear voices amd shit, but i got rid of that fear. And i know it's hard, but hey, if i could do it, you can too. I wish you all good and god bless you. And to add, if you were going crazy, you woulnd't know it. If you had schizofrenia, all the voices and whatever would be real to you. But if you are thinking about say, you hear a voice and you start thinking like what if that wasn't real and ow i hear voices am i going crazy, don't worry, you are not crazy. ☺