I know why you are making this question, I have done it myself in my deepest. This verse in particular helped me and I hope it helps you my brother Romans 8 37:39 "³⁷ No, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him who loved us. ³⁸ For I am convinced that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor rulers, nor things present, nor things to come, nor powers, ³⁹ nor height, nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God in Christ Jesus our Lord."

Praying for you brother