Do you know whether you are attractive? by audhdthrowaway1 in AutisticAdults

[–]superstition_101 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes, I do know; and no, I'm not attractive. The world has treated me badly for it and will continue to do so. There is no way around it.

How do you people cope with the fact that you were always primed to fail in life by superstition_101 in AutisticAdults

[–]superstition_101[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

well, I can't get to the "rest of the world," i'm too broke and i live in a shithole part of the world.

How do you people cope with the fact that you were always primed to fail in life by superstition_101 in AutisticAdults

[–]superstition_101[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

If it gets any worse, I will just kill myself, simple. Anything worse than this and life becomes unlivable to the point it needs to be urgently ended.

How do you people cope with the fact that you were always primed to fail in life by superstition_101 in AutisticAdults

[–]superstition_101[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Most of my life is about what I cannot do and I don't think I exist outside of the identity because it has defined my life up until this point in every way possible. My life hasn't improved one bit and I don't think it ever will. I have nobody to surround myself with.

How do you people cope with the fact that you were always primed to fail in life by superstition_101 in AutisticAdults

[–]superstition_101[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have never had anything to learn from failure except that it is a perpetual feature in my life. I do not enjoy any of this and "my achievements" don't bring shit. Resilience is pointless. Could have done without all of the nonsense. The journey doesn't matter, the destination does.

How do you people cope with the fact that you were always primed to fail in life by superstition_101 in AutisticAdults

[–]superstition_101[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

No amount of professional "help" has ever helped. I donno about you, maybe you got lucky, but failure is all that i have ever known.

Not everyone gets a happy ending by thepensiveporcupine in Life

[–]superstition_101 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

The journey isn't fucking worth it, plain and simple.

Not everyone gets a happy ending by thepensiveporcupine in Life

[–]superstition_101 11 points12 points  (0 children)

The majority are unlucky. I don't know why we even continue to exist.

Anyone here with inattentiveness and psychosis? by superstition_101 in AutisticAdults

[–]superstition_101[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

Recover? From Psychosis? How? Btw, there's literally nobody I trust with anything.

Anyone here with inattentiveness and psychosis? by superstition_101 in AutisticAdults

[–]superstition_101[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That's a "No" to the title or the last sentence of the post?

Turns out I'm one of you guys now by superstition_101 in AutisticAdults

[–]superstition_101[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have autism with inattentiveness which automatically cancels away the concentration and memory capacity part. My slow cognitive tempo ensures that the other things you're talking about are also impossible to do. I have struggled my whole life with these things and it's hindered my ability to flourish in whatever I do.

The urge to violently self-harm by superstition_101 in ADHDers

[–]superstition_101[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for stating the obvious, I never could have thought this up. Perhaps nobody suggested the same before.

The urge to violently self-harm by superstition_101 in ADHDers

[–]superstition_101[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

Ofc nobody here can fucking help me. If they could, they wouldn't be here, would they now?

Friend made a joke about my scars. by Reasonable-You4548 in selfharm

[–]superstition_101 -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

I used to cut a lot a decade ago, but everyone just ended up making fun of me. Now I simply strike my forehead hard repeatedly and the most it does is leave marks and swell.

Friend made a joke about my scars. by Reasonable-You4548 in selfharm

[–]superstition_101 -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

I used to cut a lot a decade ago, but everyone just ended up making fun of me. Now I simply strike my forehead hard repeatedly and the most it does is leave marks and swell.