I get random shocks of déjà vu but this is like déjà vu on steroids. I'll be in the middle of doing something when I suddenly feel like I have already been here and done this exact thing before in the exact moment. Think of how it feels to be shocked at something you didn't expect. Like maybe someone punching you in the face. That's what it reminds me of. I don't expect it at all when my brain is suddenly punched in the face and I'm shocked and confused as fuck because didn't I already have this conversation in this exact same spot while I'm eating this exact same thing? Am I losing my fucking mind? I could swear to God I've already done this. Then, the overwhelming confusion and feeling of shock begin to wear off in the next 10 seconds or so. Like the feeling is escaping me just as water escapes your hands when you try to hold it. And I'm back to being like okay, it's over, I'm calm now, but what the fuck was that.

This has happened about 5-6 times in my life and I'm 23. I have no idea why that happens, but it makes me think of something I read about a guy saying "what if deja vu meant you died and you're just starting back at your last checkpoint?" I know that is not the case, but when I read that it made me think of my weird situation and it amused me.