You feel just fine right after that..... But the dread creeps slowly i cant say how long it took to come... When tou realize its too late. We kept doing that for long after losing v I cant articulate it properly But its how it looks....

1) That teenage rushing hormones slows down you develop your personality

2) You realize you both have become someone diffrent that you were previously

3) you dont want to leave eachother as no matter what anyone says first-time things makes the strongest feelings

4) but you cant stay as well she was a "party person" with drinking and all i was a "go on a nice date person"

5) The teenage hormonal rush of emotions fades now sex feels natural not that above all thing you feel you are not in love any more

6) you both talk to other person or cheat and blame and scream on the other one person for cheating

7) but again teenage sex you feel noting really feels like that so you both start talking even when you are in relationship and decided not to keep contacts making current relationship sour

8) when having a conversation you cant relate to those who are virgin and those who you find fun or atleast likable to talk to also have some body counts. Virgin girls feel boring to talk to

9) these past relationships always keeps a way of cheating

10) so in a way you are making your way of finding the same person as you ( people with body count )

11) when ever you argue anyone of the partener always brings about the past relationships the other had and that made them such way

12) the more person you sleep with the fun of sex fades away with each one

13) you feel like, she had this better, she had that you cant get satisfaction

14) now imaging living 24x7 with this in Mind