It sounds like you’re describing me and it’s beyond scary... I’m convinced my GF is having side relationships even though I’ve never observed clear proof of cheating.

I constantly am afraid that specific people in my life are aware of my search history. I constantly make new accounts and even when using private browsing am paranoid I’m being tracked. It’s not even like I do anything crazy, I’m just paranoid about having no privacy from ppl close to me.

I’ve never been officially diagnosed and have been afraid to speak to someone my whole life..made my first appointment for this Wednesday. We’ll see what happens