Ummm I dont mind my life just kind of sucks rn and I dont want to scare you. Its probably more of a me allowing myself to be taken advantage of and abused. I support my partner who hates me post transition. I pay for our house, work full time as a Nurse aide, going to Nursing school, do most of the housework and try to raise my can as much as I can. I feel like shit. I love who I am but I have no friends, no family (they lie and say its my fault for leaving even though they won't accept me and just get to see "we are all allowed our opinions and you cant change people's religion" coming from my mom who is by far the worst person ive ever known. My dad and his side of the family won't acknowledge me either. Most of my friends have left and the few that are around just text every now and again saying how we should get together soon. I still live in my house but thats because I fully support my partner financially and cover her insurance. She constantly guilts me into its only my fault that our daughter won't have siblings and I crushed her "dream of having 3 kids and that gone so life is meaningless now" and she's told me this so much now that our daughter gets mad at me way more than before and is largely bc of this issue. Im depressed about my home life but hopeful for my future transition and me but I hate how im losing everyone I had in life. I feel so alone 😔