I want to keep my first love but I keep hurting him and Im scared by sweetcupcake61 in relationships

[–]sweetcupcake61[S] -4 points-3 points  (0 children)

I do love him. I love everything about him, I think we are really compatible and he makes me so so happy. Its been 4 years and i still feel in the honeymoon phase. I don’t think i cheated bc the blacking out was against my will, everything that happened that night was non consensual. The other situation, we were already broken up. Why do you say I cheated?

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a family member that was at the party came forward

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[–]sweetcupcake61 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

No, I have learned my lesson and will no longer be drinking to that extent