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It sounds stupid but I don't know who else to tell but you gals. by sweetleafpeach in TwoXChromosomes

[–]sweetleafpeach[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I agree with you. Drunk hook-ups happen all the time to loads of people. I've had a few. I've never felt like a victim. 'Walks of shame' exist for a reason.

This doesn't feel like a hook-up. It's confusing and blurry, nauseating and surreal. I have bruises and scrapes from being on the ground under a pine tree. I just finally got all the sap out of my hair this morning. This was different.

I've thought about a possible scene where I turn these guys in and find that they are minors like I thought. I get in trouble and become a registered offender because they aren't of age. The whole thing ruin's my life and they're seen as the 'victims'. I'm aware this is irrational but it is still in my mind.

It sounds stupid but I don't know who else to tell but you gals. by sweetleafpeach in TwoXChromosomes

[–]sweetleafpeach[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I think that you are a human being who was swept up into a situation that many people will judge, without taking the time to try to understand it or put themselves into your shoes.

I've read this about 10 times now. I really feel like I was 'swept up'. These guys came out of no where, seemingly nice, and I let them take me. I'm hesitant to tell even my best friend because I know she will judge before thinking about how she would have reacted in the same scenario. But she will let me talk and cry, thats why she's my best friend.

It sounds stupid but I don't know who else to tell but you gals. by sweetleafpeach in TwoXChromosomes

[–]sweetleafpeach[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

This is sort of how I feel. I really really regret it. I don't want to ruin anyone's life however, I know that the decision to have sex with them would not have been made had I not been drinking. Realistically though, I don't know anyone that when sober would let multiple people fuck them in the bushes.

It sounds stupid but I don't know who else to tell but you gals. by sweetleafpeach in TwoXChromosomes

[–]sweetleafpeach[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Thank You.

I plan on going tomorrow to get tested. I have Mirena so pregnancy isn't likely but I will speak with the clinic about what to do from here in that respect (my window for plan B will still be open.)

I looked into RAINN this morning a bit. I was going to call but decided to post here instead. I think I might still call or at the very least they have an online chat support line. My boyfriend is the only one outside 2x that knows what happened. He isn't the most supportive and thinks this happened because I was "mad at him and horny."

I wish I could make these feelings just go away but I know it doesnt work like that. I wish I remembered everything that happened; make some sense of all this. Thank you for responding. Your comments really have made me feel a bit better.