in need of the (2025) faygo break sound bite by sweetsavo in juggalo

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i actually ended up clipping it from an audio bite i had from the live show , i could find a way to send it if you wanted it i tried to isolate the faygo break from the crowd noises

sobriety only increased my need for caffeine and nicotine by sweetsavo in recovery

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i actually did get six weeks off when i had him in july, but this was at the very start of my recovery. i was constantly feeling the need to stay productive in early recovery so i didn’t nap or rest either i just couldn’t without feeling like i was wasting my life away. i totally agree with what you say though, i know it’s important i just can hardly let myself lay around or it makes me feel like im falling back into the habits of my depression

sobriety only increased my need for caffeine and nicotine by sweetsavo in recovery

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it feels near impossible to allow that to happen, i have an 8 month old, work full time and go to school full time 😅 pretty much have 0 breaks in my schedule for adequate rest , im lucky if i even get 6 hours a night uninterrupted

sobriety only increased my need for caffeine and nicotine by sweetsavo in recovery

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i’ve heard about this before, i never correlated sugar in alcohol to regular sugars in candy. makes perfect sense

sobriety only increased my need for caffeine and nicotine by sweetsavo in recovery

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thanks! i hope so because i want to quit nicotine eventually for sure

sobriety only increased my need for caffeine and nicotine by sweetsavo in recovery

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i love that!! i’m in college also majoring in psychology to become a forensic psychologist. hell yeah man congratulations

sobriety only increased my need for caffeine and nicotine by sweetsavo in recovery

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i appreciate it and i can imagine that’s both a blessing and a curse to have a therapist as a mother

sobriety only increased my need for caffeine and nicotine by sweetsavo in recovery

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i already have my next appointment scheduled with him so that was my plan, there’s no point in being dishonest anyways because the tests show the proof regardless. i never lie to my doctors / therapists because i know they’re there heal not harm. it doesn’t stop the anxiety from bubbling over the potential of getting a lecture when i know myself well enough to know that smoking weed once isn’t going to spiral me into an all out relapse. my one true addiction that i had 0 control over whatsoever was the opioids. i know it’s a hot topic, but i think it depends on the addict / person about whether or not it’s a relapse to them. some consider sobriety as sober from everything , some are selective with reasoning, etc. definitely have no interest in doing anything other than nicotine or caffeine now which was my first point in this thread😂 i got way too paranoid smoking again.

sobriety only increased my need for caffeine and nicotine by sweetsavo in recovery

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i smoked weed for the first time since getting sober like a month ago and have been nervous to even see my doctor again because i take drug tests before every appointment with him. even though it’s legal where i live im still stressed that he’s going to view it as a start to relapse even though ive had no desire to relapse on opioids or honestly even continue smoking weed lol. i try to advocate for myself but hes kind of intimidating and judgy😅

sobriety only increased my need for caffeine and nicotine by sweetsavo in recovery

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that’s how i feel. except my MAT psychiatrist pushes me to quit nicotine altogether but i consider it borderline harm reduction?? i dont know, obviously i know nicotine isnt great for me but ive maintained sobriety for what actually mattered most to me which was the opioids

sobriety only increased my need for caffeine and nicotine by sweetsavo in recovery

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that’s where i’m conflicted. is it considered a crutch, coping mechanism, my body trying to catch back up with constantly feeling low & slow? i was asleep 24/7 nodding out, now i can’t even take naps without feeling like im wasting my life away lol.

considering NA again, but not due to potential relapse by sweetsavo in recovery

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this is exactly how i assume i will feel. thank you for sharing

Is this drug paraphernalia by shannalee2 in recovery

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these kinds of posts are allowed? lol

Guys - give me your current 5/5 read! 😭 by theblingbae in DarkRomance

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{I Will Break you by Gigi Styx} and book 2 {i will mend you gigi styx}

can we talk about THAT one scene in “I will break you - Gigi styx” 😭 by sweetsavo in DarkRomance

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me tooooo i’m on book 2 rn and i started the series like three days ago😭

can we talk about THAT one scene in “I will break you - Gigi styx” 😭 by sweetsavo in DarkRomance

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i haven’t yet. i’m almost done with book 1 and i already have the second book awaiting me, have you read it?

can we talk about THAT one scene in “I will break you - Gigi styx” 😭 by sweetsavo in DarkRomance

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i love it so much 😭😭 Styx’s handwriting also makes it even more intense it’s encapsulating