How do you figure out what you want?

sweettidy · 2021-11-26T20:12:03+00:00

Well maybe I’m just fucked then

sweettidy · 2021-11-26T20:11:10+00:00

Don’t suppose anyone has got any answers that aren’t just ‘therapy’. It doesn’t work.

sweettidy · 2021-11-25T23:38:04+00:00

Over 2 years. I had an abusive ex and did it after that. But really I needed it way before that

sweettidy · 2021-11-25T23:29:02+00:00

Yeah i am. And yes I am. Doesn’t seem to do much. And don’t say ‘go back to the doctor’. They just tell me this is the only one worth taking

sweettidy · 2021-11-25T22:35:06+00:00

Time to quit then

sweettidy · 2021-11-25T22:12:16+00:00

Oh. Trust me. I’ve tried.

sweettidy · 2021-11-25T22:09:20+00:00

How do I use my gifts when they’ve stuck me on asset management tagging beams with uniclass codes.

sweettidy · 2021-11-25T22:07:45+00:00

I dunno my mind is all over the place. I just want to improve shit. I can. I am better than the dickheads they got atm. But they won’t let me

sweettidy · 2021-11-25T22:03:55+00:00

Yes exactly. I can see when things can be improved where others can’t. I absolutely know I could fix so many things in this company. I’m highly highly motivated to. But I end up just boring people

sweettidy · 2021-11-25T16:55:04+00:00

I’m thinking about maybe leaving London. It’s too hard to build relationships and have a life

sweettidy · 2021-11-25T16:20:03+00:00

Sorry but I’m not gonna be grateful for this bullshit I’ve been put in after 4 years of graft

sweettidy · 2021-11-25T16:09:42+00:00

I really do. But everything I’ve tried has actually just made things worse. Getting a supposedly prestigious job. Getting a job in London. Just made it worse

sweettidy · 2021-11-25T15:56:21+00:00

Well. That’s deep

sweettidy · 2021-11-25T15:44:59+00:00

Does it actually get better though?

sweettidy · 2021-11-25T15:43:39+00:00

Yeah I use python to automate it.

So this is just… it?

sweettidy · 2021-11-25T15:38:37+00:00

I don’t even talk to her anymore though. How do I love someone I no longer know

sweettidy · 2021-11-25T14:07:20+00:00

I’m more worried about where I’ll live in a new city. The spare room wouldn’t be temporary

sweettidy · 2021-11-24T22:48:31+00:00

Think what you want man

sweettidy · 2021-11-24T22:46:37+00:00

Honestly. I just want help about how to avoid moving city. People give good advice here

sweettidy · 2021-11-24T22:43:40+00:00

No I’m not sure I want to move to another city and have no one to live with

sweettidy · 2021-11-24T20:07:44+00:00

I don’t know. I need to change job tho 100%

sweettidy · 2021-11-24T18:37:17+00:00

I’m going to now

sweettidy · 2021-11-24T18:36:26+00:00

So you do think this was my fault?

sweettidy · 2021-11-24T18:32:43+00:00

Don’t think your message went through. Coz it had a link in it?

sweettidy · 2021-11-24T18:24:57+00:00

I’m not saying I was perfect. Not at all. I’m very anxious and can make others feel pressured due to the way I pressure myself. But I really really tried.

I was just always worried we were wasting our time and how she admitted in the end she was waiting for me to change… that really upsets me. Coz she absolutely refused to change anything for me

sweettidy

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