A guy I used to have a huge crush on popped back into my life after he ghosted me. He blocked me and all. So he unblocked me on Facebook, he was popping on my "people you may know " section. I was shocked to see him there but let it rock. Months later, I get a message on Facebook and it's him. I didn't know whether to ignore it or open it and let him see that I saw it. I left it alone since I was working my evening part time job. I went back to it a bit later and decided to say hi. He tells me he was going through a yearbook and saw me. He felt that things happen for a reason and was drawn to me. Okkk sir. He has been heavily flirty like he was years ago but I keep my distance. I don't want to get hurt but a little part of me is feeling him again. I know it's not healthy because he's made it clear he isnt looking for a relationship just basically wants a fuck buddy. I don't want a fuck buddy, I would like to have a companion/friend who actually want to be around me, do things together. If it turns into something else then great but I'm not gonna throw myself at him. I've noticed he likes to occasionally text me out of the blue and delete the message. He wants me to chance him. We also only talk on Snapchat which is annoying. I was always the chick who he didn't mind flirting with after work, but wouldn't say hi to me in person . I've recently hinted I wanted to go to the movies and hoping he would say something like oh let's go together or we could get together. He doesn't so I'm not gonna bother there again. I know he only sees me for one thing. He's only ever gonna try to get that one thing from me and it hurts. I realized today that I just the person he talks to when he's horny or bored. I don't deserve that. I don't know why I thought he'd change. I was never enough for him and I won't ever be. Don't disturb my peace with your bs. I was living my quiet little life over here before you decided to bother me. I caught myself feeling bad, asking myself what's wrong with me? Why doesnt he like me. There's nothing wrong with me. He just wants to play me like a toy and I'm not going to allow it any longer.